...whine with me?

Chuck wants

2009-04-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

---I want!------I want!------I want!------I want!------I want!------I want!------I want!------I want!---

Chuck wants...

...to watch a movie. Soon. Like maybe this weekend soon. Just waiting for someone to ask me out. LOL. Ano daw? :))

...more chocolates! =P~ I've got like, 4 bars pa ng 3 Musketeers. SUPER yummy ng 3 musketeers, grabe! Haha.

...to hold you in his arms~ Lol. He's not sure if you want to be in his arms though. :-s

...to speak his mind to some people but isn't brave enough.

...to get drunk! Again! :))

...to get rest. Haha. I'm so tiiiirrreeed,

...to go out with his friends. Chuck misses his friends.

...to rest.

...to change.

...to stop being emo lol.

...a ferkin' PS2! I'm not even wishing for a PS3 anymore. I'm happy with a PS2! :)) Gawd. I'm missing SO many games. :| MGS, FF, Tales series, Silent Hill, Harvest Moon, Wild Arms, Star Ocean... Gawd I want a PS2 real bad. :|

quickie [68]

2009-04-08T05:22:00.000+08:00

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I'm so frigin' tired. Slept ng 7am, got up 9am. And I'm medyo may tama! Lol.
I got a friend request from.... Panfilo Lacson!?! Wtf? Sorry, but you are SO not my friend. :))
Chuck must Tekken today and sharpen his skills.
Ano magandang GE na kunin ngayong summer? I need one more GE!
Bakit pangit ang signal sa Mindoro? Kainis. Hindi ko tuloy makausap ng maayos. :-<
I need running shoes. XD
Off to work~

Sabi nga nung kaibigan ko...

2009-04-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

---you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right---
---you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right---
---you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right------you're right---

"You don't solve a problem with another one.

You're better than this."

You're right. I'm better than this. I think.

Sexyback

2009-04-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

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---sexyback------sexyback------sexyback------sexyback------sexyback------sexyback------sexyback---

Ang sexy pala ng likod mo.

Sana pala dati mo pa hinarap sakin yan.

I don't know what title to give this post. It's not happy, I'm not sure if it's sad. Yeah. Just plain sabaw. Sabaw. That's it. That's the title of this post. Sabaw.

2009-04-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

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It's 11:46 pm right now.

Weird. I could've sworn it was 3am. I got home around 10pm, pero feeling ko, I've been home for like, 3+ hours. :|

Things change. It's the inevitable fact of life. Change is the only constant thing in this world, as someone said. Ang stupid nung mga quote na ganyan. It's like a contradiction of itself na ewan. Lol. Tama ba yung sinasabi ko? I'm not sure eh.

It's funny, how some narcissistic, self-obsessed, egocentric bastards who care about nothing else but themselves, actually hate themselves. Can you just taste the irony? I can. Really. And it doesn't taste good.

I was standing kanina sa may gate, like 5 minutes ago. Wala lang. I was just standing there. Then I looked up sa sky. I felt like someone or something was there. Then I saw the moon. It's shining real bright up there. The moon is never lonely. I wish I was the moon.

I've something to say to someone. Actually, I've LOTS to say. Pero I can't seem to organize all these thoughts. It's all jumbled up lang in my head. Uhm. Siguro with a little nudging I'll be able to say what's on my mind.

I miss my friends. I miss weng, JC, anton, sol, miguel, red. I miss them all. I miss hanging out with them. Kasi when I'm with them, I feel really brave. Vulnerable, but brave.

I hate my impulsiveness. It's what usually gets me in trouble and stuff. Rawr. I keep telling myself to think twice before doing anything, but it seems I never learn.

Parang Tekken. I keep RDS 4'ing even though I know I'll eat some stupid launcher if it gets blocked. I even do RDS d+4 even though it's so ferkin' obvious and everyone can practically see it coming from a mile away and I get punished real bad for it. I just never learn.

Ferkin. I like the word. Ferkin.

There's this book I'm reading right now. There are three main characters, namely, J, L, and H. J and H are best friends. J and L are lovers, but their relationship seems really ferked up. I mean, they're on and off and stuff. Anyway. H is, apparently, in love with J. And it's weird, really, because J is like the biggest jerk on Earth, no, the biggest jerk in the entire ferkin' universe. H gets tired of J, and starts to stay away. J has one totally fucked up love life.

That's all I know about the story right now. Anyway, I hate the story, somehow. Kasi I can somehow see my life in that story. Lol. You guys figure out who J, H, and L is in my story.

It's weird, actually. Earlier, I was reading the book, and I got to this chapter, and I'm like, "wtf, dejavu?" Lol. The things happening to one character is the same thing happening to my life. Bugger.

Oh yeah, before I forget. While I was watching the moon kanina, 1234 played on MTV. Weird, kasi I was thinking of the person I wanted to sing that song to. Even if I don't sing well (understatement), I really want to sing to that person. Wala lang. Pero I don't thing that person wants to hear me singing 1234. And it's not just because of my voice. Actually, it's probably more of not care than not want. I think not caring is more painful.

I hate you. (tamaan ang tatamaan. bahala kayo mag-isip.)

I love you. (see note above. though I doubt mababasa 'to nung pinapatamaan ko.)

Gawd, I'm speaking (or writing) in taglish again. I'm sabaw.

There's still something like, 500ml of Absolut here. Hrmmm. I wonder.

What's that thing called? Kuliti? Or Guliti? Whatever. Ewan. How do you get those ba? I'm not buying that "boso" crap. Ang weird, kasi parang napaka-prone ko sa ganun. I have one ngayon sa right eye ko. Annoying. Ang pangit tignan. I wanna poke my eye out. I'm worried. Kasi isn't this supposedly a bacterial infection or something? I'm wearing contacts eh... Could it be na it's from my contacts? o_o Ewan. I'll shrug this one off nalang. *shrug* Ayan, it's off na.

I need you. Seriously. Pero if you don't need (or probably want) me, I can't force you, right? Ewan ko lang, pero parang this applies to two people ngayon. Pero in different ways ah. Ayun.

Enrollment tomorrow. Hay. Haggard day nanaman. Ugh.

Ay onga pala. Parents and siblings won't be here tomorrow. Anyone wanna crash? May karaoke kami (with 2 huge speakers for some real noise), and there's alcohol. Dali dali, this doesn't happen often! I don't wanna be stuck at home with the kasambahay. :| Who knows what she might do to me. LOL.

You're leaving tomorrow. :-s And I haven't even had the chance to talk to you seriously. :-< Please don't leave me this way. At least talk to me first before you leave. Lol. Ang kapal ng mukha ko to ask something like that from you. I mean, what right do I have? Gawd. Slap me nalang with that sexy french curve.

So, I'm really sabaw. I think I'll go hang out with Sol for a while. I'll probably have some 7-up with him or something.

3-day rule

2009-04-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

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---3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days---
---3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days------3 days---

Next time, I'll make sure to wait at least 3 days before blogging about anything that happens.

Or at least anything that may possibly change.

So yeah. XD

Shalala~

2009-04-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

---happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy---
---happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy---
---happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy---

Let's all be happy. ^__^
I'm even going to forget my problem about a certain person muna kasi I'm really happy. ^__^ Haha. I have this feeling that I'll be happier tomorrow. Sana magkatotoo.

Anyway, let's be happy! :D

Happy
Alexia

You know what I'm saying?
Happy
It's so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It's so nice to be happy

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
It's so nice to be happy
It's so nice to be happy

I wanna take you to my world to be happy
`Cause I can't live without your love
Yes you know

I've never needed anyone to be happy
But thats the way that things go wrong
Yes you know

I was afraid to open my eyes
Don't even know how many tears that I've cried
Now that I've found the love of my life
I don't get down down down down down

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It's so nice to be happy

I've never been in love before and I'm happy
`Cause you're the one I'm looking for
Yes you know

You bring the sunshine into my life
Your lips are burning and the feeling is right
I can't believe It's true that you're mine
Don't let me down down down down down

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It's so nice to be happy

I just pray
You'll never run away
Can't wait another day
To hold you tight
To hold you tight

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It's so nice to be happy

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
It's so nice to be happy
It's so nice to be happy

Everybody should be happy

quickie [67] (featuring 1234 - Plain White T's) lol

2009-04-04T03:42:00.000+08:00

Unbelievably happy. :D
Trying to learn Christie. She's proving to be one of the more difficult characters to play. XD
Worried still. :s
Research team! Nasan na ang reports nyo? I'm anxious! :))
1234 - Plain White T's

Lyrics | Plain White T%27s Lyrics | 1,2,3,4 Lyrics[c]
Is it just me or is the sun shining much brighter today? :D Lol.
I've to save money. :|

Dazed

2009-04-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

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I'm hungry.

It's 3:02 am right now.

And I really don't know... Haha. What happened earlier today... I'm not sure if it was real, or it was just me dreaming again. It felt damn real though. I'm hoping it's real.

I was in your arms. Or on your lap, actually. I rested my head on your lap as we watched TV. I miss the feeling of you running your fingers through my hair. It felt so good to be with you. I really missed you, you know.

When I was on my way to your place, I was feeling insanely anxious. What will I do when I see you? What should I say? How will I feel? What will happen? Will I be able to control myself? Can I stand being that close to you? Can I even look at you?

Funny how all my anxiety just vanished when you smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile when I saw how dorky you looked. It's hard, you know, not smiling when you're around. You've this thing about you which makes me feel comfy whenever you're around.

I miss your cooking. The never ending chicken. Lol. The chicken tasted nothing extraordinary, but it was special. It was your cooking. It had that special ingredient which makes everything you cook taste real good. I'd say what it was, but then people might laugh. And it won't be a secret anymore, so yeah. Lol. You're hot when you cook, have I told you that?

Lol. I sound.. hilarious.

You smell great. You look great. I was watching you earlier, actually. I don't know if you saw me though. I wanted to tell you everything... but I was afraid. Afraid that things might get awkward again. Afraid that you'd ignore me again.

I'm happy, really. Being with you, even for that short while, really made me happy. But as happy as I am, I can't help but feel bad. Guilty, more like it.

Getting comfortable with you? I mean, there's nothing wrong with that, right? I mean, it's not like we did anything. We didn't even hold hands (though I wanted to). But I did have my head resting on your lap. And I was massaging your nape while you were playing with my hair. I was so happy that time that I sort of became oblivious to the fact that you belonged to somebody else.

I'm sorry. :-s

Probably won't happen again.

At least, even for a little while, I was happy. Thank you. :D

iPatch

2009-04-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

Shout!

2009-04-01T12:31:00.000+08:00

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---squeeee------squeeee------squeeee------squeeee------squeeee------squeeee------squeeee---

It's hard to write. Lol.

Uhm, yeah. Anyway. We went to LTO today, kuya and I were going to get our non-professional driver's license. And as a requirement, we had to undergo a drug test. XD

Okay, honestly, I was nervous. I thought they had to get blood or something. Lol. I'm really not a big fan of pointy objects (ie NEEDLES). Lol. So anyway, we went to this nearby drug testing center, and that's when I found out that they're not using blood for the drug test - they were going to use a urine sample. LOL.

Uhm. I sort of "panicked" (of course, panic is exaggerated) when I heard this, since I had just gone to the bathroom before going to the testing center. I was worried I won't be able to give them what they wanted. LOL. After filling out some forms, the girl at the counter gave me a small plastic jar, and directed me to the bathroom. I even remember her specific instruction. She said "Sir, pakipuno po kung kaya nyo. Dun nalang po kayo sa CR. Iwan pong nakabukas yung pinto." Haha. So I went to the bathroom. I felt sorta awkward 'cause the bathroom door was open, and everyone outside could see me. Lol. Anyway, onto business. Lol.

[warning. the following paragraph may be somewhat violating, seriously. skip if desired. lol.]

So I had to fill the little jar with piss. Simple right? I checked out the jar that they gave me, and I found that the jar opening was kinda' small. Lol. I didn't want to risk spilling any on the floor (or on my hands), so what I did was put the opening of the jar real close to my thing so that it won't spill. Lol. Then I started "bouncing" a little -- I was trying to get the fluids out. Lol. Awkward, promise. I felt totally weird doing it. I was watching as the jar got filled with my... fluid. LOL. :)) And since I was holding the jar, I could feel the the warmth of the liquid. :))

[end violating part]

I washed my hands immediately after. Lol. And NO, I didn't get any on my hands. :)) It just felt real gross. Haha. My results tested negative, btw. Lol.

After getting our drug test results and having our medical check-up, we headed back to the LTO to actually start getting our license. When we got there, we found out that we needed a TIN . Taxpayer's Identification Number. Funny, we thought. Why would we need a TIN when we don't even pay taxes (yet)? Lol. We asked if it'd be okay if we just give them our dad's TIN, after all, he's the one who's paying our taxes, but they said we really needed to get our own TIN. I wanted to hit the girl in the face lol. It's just... stupid.

Anyway, we weren't able to get our license today because of the stupid TIN requirement. We've to go to BIR - Rizal to get our TIN. >_< Does anyone know where that is, exactly?

From LTO, we took a bus going to Cubao. Then I felt sentimental. XD

(I miss the bus rides from Philcoa to Cubao. >:) Haha. No seriously. I miss the bus rides. Actually, I miss you. o_o)

When we got to Cubao, we took an FX going home.

The trip home was kinda' awkward, actually. Idunno. I usually feel awkward when I'm with my brother. I mean, we're not exactly that close, so yeah. Anyway, I felt sentimental again. I pointed out the houses of our old busmates. Small talk. Just to avoid the silence. Then I felt sleepy, so I slept. LOL.

Hrmmm. Today was weird. :)) April 1!

Happy April Fool's day everyone. ^__^

Lonely No More

2009-03-30T20:01:00.000+08:00

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---Lonely no more------Lonely no more------Lonely no more------Lonely no more---
---Lonely no more------Lonely no more------Lonely no more------Lonely no more---

Lonely No More
Rob Thomas

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
Words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can we just try

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

I don't wanna be lonely anymore [x3]

Before I Let You Go

2009-03-30T03:25:00.000+08:00

---before I let you go------before I let you go------before I let you go------before I let you go---
---before I let you go------before I let you go------before I let you go------before I let you go---
---before I let you go------before I let you go------before I let you go------before I let you go---

Before I Let You Go
Freestyle

I can still remember like yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that your love will
make me feel oh so right
But now I feel lost, don't know what to do
Each and every day I think of you
Holdin' back the tears, I'm trying with all my might

Refrain:
Because you've gone and left me standing All alone
And I know I've got to face tomorrow On my own....
But baby....

Chorus:

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin' 'Coz it's true,baby
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do,
yeah So before I let you go
I want to say .....
I love you

Interlude:
I wish that it could be just like before
I know I could've given you so much more
Even though you know I'd given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and every day I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you That I'm always dreaming of...

Repeat Refrain
Repeat Chorus (except last 3 words)

Bridge:
Coz Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so That's why I set you free And I know
Someday
Somehow
I'll find a way To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be But baby.........

Repeat chorus (except last 3 words)
So before I let you go I want to say.......I love you .

It's a good thing

2009-03-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

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---great------great------great------great------great------great------great------great------great------great---
---great------great------great------great------great------great------great------great------great------great---

It's a good thing I have good memory (or so I think).

Because that's all I have left of you.

A memory.

I don't want to forget you.
I'll never forget you.

These memories are all I have left.

I wish we could make more memories, but I don't think that's possible.

Oh well. *shrug*

I just have to...

2009-03-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

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---it's a must------it's a must------it's a must------it's a must------it's a must------it's a must---
---it's a must------it's a must------it's a must------it's a must------it's a must------it's a must---

...blog.

It's become routinary for me to blog. I have to blog at least once in a day, or else I feel somewhat incomplete. Ehrm, no, not incomplete. I think it's more of... Hrm. I don't know what word to use, but it's definitely not incomplete. XD I've to release my emotions (lol at this line) and just express myself. If I don't, I feel like I'mma explode.

So yeah. Maybe I don't really have to blog everyday. I just need to release everything I'm feeling. And since (as everyone knows) I'm not Mr. Friendly, I usually just release (okay, it seems to me that release has been overused in this blog entry) everything I feel in my blog.

Don't hold in whatever you're feeling. It's unhealthy. Let it out. Express yourself. If you keep it inside you, sooner or later you won't be able to handle it all and you'll just burst and die a bloody death. No seriously, let it out. Exhale. Cleanse yourself. Whatever. Just don't hold it in. Trust me, it feels good to let loose every now and then. XD

Anyway. What's up with you guys? (if you're reading this blog I expect you to answer this question.)

Nothing new with me, really. Still daydreaming all the time. Lol.

Earlier today I was manning our store. I was, again, manager for the day (I remembered someone just now. You're so... yummy. LOL. Finish your paper now! No more procrastinating!), and I got REALLY bored just sitting there counting money. I studied for Math (Math finals tomorrow. Wish me luck!) for a while, but then I felt sleepy, so I slept. Lol. Anyway, I had this dream.

It was weird, actually. The setting of my dream was in our store, on that very same day, and I was wearing the very same clothes. Then I saw someone outside. Someone I really cared about. We smiled at each other. I was happy.

(I miss the paparazzi days. Lol. I remember one time, you visited me at our store and we ended up having a fight and I was chasing after you inside the mall, then you sat down by the window and cried. You looked so vulnerable then. I didn't know what to do. I'm sorry I made you cry. >:D< Again, it was my fault. I'm really sorry.)

Then the phone rang. I hate it when that happens. It's not everyday I get to dream of stuff like that. I mean, most of the time my dreams are about *censored due to adult content^ LOL.

Hrmm.

My friends noticed that I'm being overly emo recently. I might join the laslas convention on the 30th. Anybody wanna come with me?

I'm not making much sense, am I?

I got distracted, sorry. By what? The dream I had earlier. It seems so fresh in my mind right now. It's like I'm dreaming it all over again, except this time, I'm awake. Lol. I'm not being clear. Forgive me.

I LOVE SUMMER. Mangoes are in season.

I LOVE MANGOES. Specially with whipped cream. and graham crackers. Mango cream pie!

I LOVE MANGO CREAM PIE. Almost-perfect dessert (you're my perfect dessert. *wink*) Just thinking of it (you) makes me hungry.

I LOVE BEING HUNGRY. I have an excuse to eat you, er, I mean, Mango cream pie.. >:)

Okay, I think this means I have to sleep now. Lol.

Goodmornight people. ^__^

(the giant ^__^ smiley looks funny. lol.)

quickie [66]

2009-03-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

Three movies:
1. Haunting of Molly Hartley (4/5 stars)
  The movie's pretty good, except I don't like the ending. Well actually, it's more of I'm not satisfied. I guess I was hoping they'd show more stuff. Hot cast though. Lol.
2. The Abandoned (2/5 stars)
  VERY confusing. Lol. It was still good though, sort of. The story's kinda' new. Okay, I'll stop lying. I really don't like this movie. It sucks. The movie sucks from beginning to end. I hate this movie. LOL. The movie sucks, btw. It really does. :))
3. The Mist (5/5 stars)
  This movie kept me at the edge of my seat! Super great movie. Based on a novel by Stephen King. Gawd. I kept shouting during the latter part of the movie. Not because I was scared/freaked out, mind you. It's just... I can't tell you. Lol. You MUST watch this movie. Just a word of warning though: Control your emotions. Lol. Super (:o) ending! Can you tell I loved this movie? :))
I'm expecting some sleepless nights in the following days/weeks/months. LOL. Probably won't be staying up late much too. HAHA. Overactive imagination. :|
PIZZA~ I love it when the helper has her day off. My mom's too lazy to cook food so she treats us to pizza LOL.
Earth Hour. Did you participate? We did. Sort of. We turned off all appliances except for the fridge and 3 electric fans. Oh and we left three lights on. We were afraid to put out all the lights in fear of (ghosts and zombies and evil monsters!) bad people who'd take advantage of the darkness (ugly people who don't want to be seen). So yeah. It was the most boring hour of my month LOL.
Math Finals on Monday! Must. Study!
I wanna swim~ Who wants to go?
Still missing you. Do you miss me too?
I'm now alone downstairs. And that means I'm going! Goodnight y'all! (Lol. I sound like a hillbilly. Nothing against hillbillies... It's just... lol)

Goodmornight.

2009-03-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

---goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight---
---goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight---
---goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight------goodmornight---

That word's funny. "Good Mornight" You don't know whether you're saying Good Morning because technically it is Morning, or if you're saying Good Night because you're just about to go to bed. Stupid, really. They should just come up with some new word which simply means you're going to bed.... Or you could just say you're going to bed. But then again, that doesn't sound so... what's the word... courteous? *shrug* Will the linguists please do something about this? It's making my head hurt. Lol.

Funny how people make problems out of things which shouldn't be problematized. They're probably so bored with their life that they decided to add some color and spice to it by adding a problem (which doesn't even have to exist). Sometimes though, it'd come to mind, that maybe these people are sadochistic in nature. Lol. Hurt me more! (okay, MGS reference. lately I've been bringing MGS up quite often in conversations. weird.)

There are several songs on my mind right now:

If Ever You're In My Arms Again - Christian Bautista
Everything You Do - Christian Bautista
I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan
Before I Let You Go - Freestyle (stop me)
That's Why (You Go Away) - MLTR

So yeah, you get the gist of how I'm feeling right now.

I don't know... *sigh*

The bottle of Absolut on the shelf is calling my name. I'm really tempred. :| I wonder how it'd taste like if I drank Milo mixed with Absolut? I'm pretty sure I'll sleep through the night. Or morning. Whichever. Mornight. Lol.

I'm too afraid to do anything. :(

I've always been a coward when it came to these things. Chicken wuss, somebody even called me. I try to be brave... I want to be brave for you. But it's hard, specially if you're not sure if there's someone waiting for you at the other side of the tunnel.

I'm throwing away the amnesia pills and I'm taking these bravery pills instead. Just for you.

I know you belong to someone else right now, and I'm doubtful you'll ever leave that comfort you're experiencing now, but I'll wait. I can wait. Even if I hate waiting, I'll wait. Just for you. I'll wait for as long as I can.

I can do this.

Good Luck

2009-03-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

---Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck---
---Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck---
---Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck------Goodluck---

I just finished watching Good Luck Chuck, and all I can say is

Good luck, Chuck.

I miss being loved.
I miss being in love.

Please, someone.

Make me fall in love.

Make me forget.

Earlier today, I was thinking that I was finally over you. That I was finally okay with you being with someone else. That I was ready to go out with other people.

But now... I don't really know. You're different. I'll never find anyone like you. I don't think I want anybody else. I want you. I really do.

But I can't have you, because someone else owns you now. We can't have everything we want, right?

I feel like the dumbest person in the world. I mean, yeah, it's bad enough that I'm really dumb when it comes to acads, but why do I have to be dumb with love? With relationships? *sigh* I shouldn't feel bad because it was, after all, my fault that we're not together anymore. It was me who decided to break up with you. It was me who wanted to end things.

I hate this feeling. :(

Tonight I sleep with wet pillows.

Me love you long time [17]

2009-03-26T17:46:00.000+08:00

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---wow------wow------wow------wow------wow------wow------wow------wow------wow------wow-----wow---

I can't believe I'm saying this but...I'm sort of getting tired of blogging. o_o

I just don't have that gusto towards (about? with? grammar check please.) blogging I used to have. I dunno, I'm hoping this is just some sort of phase or something. Lol. Phase.

School's finally over! I've only 2 more exams left, Math 54 and Geog 1. And I'm still not sure about my CW10. :| I missed our writing workshop, and according to our prof, it's equal to 20% of our total grade. >_< I'm worried I might flunk CW 10. Then there's Socio 10 too. Gawd. I don't want to flunk on GE's. Ugh. Anyway, there's nothing more I can do about it right now. *sigh*

So I'm planning on taking Math 55 this summer. My mom's insisting that I get another subject to maximize my summer, so I figured I'd get Hapon 10. I've been wanting to take that subject since forever. XD Funny though, the only subject I have right now is Math 114, and I don't think I'm taking it. I hope I get Math and Hapon on the following batch runs. I don't wanna have to prerog for them. I hate lines. I hate waiting. Rawr.

I watched So Close today. Thanks Majo for lending me your copy~ Anyway, the movie was the awesomeness! I can't get enough of the fight scenes. Haha. I kept playing the fight scenes over and over again. They were just... awesome! Lol. Plus, the girls were jaw-droppingly sexy~ Shu Qi (Shaolin Soccer) and Zhao Wei (Transporter) are =P~. Lol. Karen Mok (I don't know lol), on the other hand.. *ehem* Hand me a mask, please. LOL. She's good though, when it comes to fighting. There was this part pa nga na she was RDS 2'ing eh. Haha. Okay Tekken reference. Sorry. :)) Anyway, So Close will definitely be added to my favorite movies list!

I'm craving for fruits. I want Mangoes and Strawberries and Peaches. Then lots of whipped cream. Yummm. XD

I've stuff to say to some people:

I don't know what your problem is. If it's because of what I told you when I was drunk, well, you're just being unreasonable. I mean, what I said wasn't anything new. I just remembered some things, and brought them up. Ugh. You're really annoying. If you're going to keep ignoring me, then fine, I'm ignoring you. You're making me feel bad. I hate losing friends.
I'm sorry. I know you already belong to someone else, but I really can't stop thinking of you. Well, it's not wrong, right? I mean, thinking of you. It's not like I'm doing anything to you or anything. I just miss you. XD I think this is the time when I should shut up. :))
I still think you're incredibly sexy. Haha. I like it when you talk to me. I miss going out with you. Let's hang out sometime, if you're not busy. I wonder when that'll be. Lol.

I wanna watch a good (or scary lol) horror movie. XD

PIAYA! Ube Piaya! Yummy Ube Piaya! Hweeee~ Lol. I'm eating the Piaya my tita gave me. Hrmm. Do you people know that Piaya is just an abbreviation for "Pisat na Hopia"?

....

Okay, I don't really know if that's true, but you've to admit, it's reasonable and feasible, right? I mean, Piaya tastes like Hopia, and it even looks like Hopia, except yeah, it's flattened. XD I'm so smart! (Hi Majo LOL)

I'm so.. bored. :| I think I'll go to sleep early. There's nothing to do. o_o

Anyhoo, Goodnight People~

quickie [65]

2009-03-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it's the last day of school. I want to be happy pero I'm not. :|
My eyebags are so huge. Lol.
I've to start speaking in English properly again. I've to stop the taglish, no matter how cute/ funny it sounds.
My eyes hurt.
Ant infestation.
Pet Society.
MAFIA! Rawr.
I <3 my Friends.
"People get what they get. It has nothing to do with what they deserve." - Gregory House
Socio10 is killing me. Anit-social na talaga ako. HAHA.
Sabaw conversation between Conchita and Ermingard:

C: E, ang ugly mo.
E: You're uglier!
C: You're ugliest!
E: You're ugliest-er!
C: Weh, wala namang ganun eh!
E: Eh gusto ko meron eh.
C: Barado ka lang eh!
E: Bakit, nakakahinga pa naman ako ah.
C: Bakit, Ilong lang ba pwede ma-bara?
E: Hindi, pati toilet.
C: ...So sinasabi mong toilet ka?
E: ...*silence*

HAHA. Kalokohan amp. :))
I should be cramming my paper/essay and studying for Math, but I'm blogging instead. That's right Chuck. Keep it up. :))

quickie [64]

2009-03-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

I don't have any right to be online right now. I've LOADS to do. Haha.
PaticePaticePaticePaticePatice TOYO! HAHAHA. Okayyy. Sorry Patice. I'm high-per. :))
MajoPajiPajoMajoPajiPajoMajoPajiPajo MAJINBU! HAHAHA. Sabaw. May masabi lang. :))
Pancake House with Carol~ Hot ka parin, kahit bloated. HAHAHA. Joke lang. :)) Di ka hot. HAHAHA. Joke lang ulit. Hahaha. Anuba. We're hot! :))
GUYS! I have a Facebook account na nga pala. Pinagawa ako ni Carol eh. Anyway, add me up. ^___^ Just search for my name. XD Visit din my Ninja Pet! :))
Eh di yung tatay ko na yung masaya dahil may bagong speakers + amp yung TV sa bahay. Haha. People! Karaoke mode na 'to! :))
Will I ever get to hold your hands again?
Is love a choice?
Should I let go of the thought of you and me?
Traffic ba sa EDSA?
Weh.
Disoriented. I was spinning dun sa computer chair kanina eh. Fun. :)
Eagles concert dito sa bahay. Wuhooo~ *singing* Love will keep us alive *singing*

Chuck is so sabawwww.

Most hated line ever

2009-03-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

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---you don't wanna hear this------you don't wanna hear this------you don't wanna hear this---
---you don't wanna hear this------you don't wanna hear this------you don't wanna hear this---

We need to talk.

More ranting

2009-03-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

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Yeah. More ranting for me.

Last day of school na on Tuesday. I have a Math exam on that day, tapos may Socio 10 super essay exam na I have to pass. :| I am SO bumming out after that day. :)) Monday naman, I've to be in school to meet my EEE 31 groupmates and make our robot. Ugh. Robot. Freshies (or at least Freshie standing) kasi kami eh. Rawr.

There's this weird throbbing sa may rib area ko. Ang weird. Uhm, can't explain it eh. Basta I can feel my muscles contracting/ expanding sa may ribs. I can see it rin. I don't know what it is. :| Nervous. :|

Okay, uhm, if you're a religious person, you might want to skip the next paragraph.

I've to sleep early tonight. Kasi we're hearing mass daw tomorrow. Hay. I don't like hearnig mass. I don't know why I have to hear mass with them. Sila lang naman yung may gusto. Ako naman kasi I'm just Roman Catholic on paper. Ewan. Feeling ko I'm agnostic. Basta. Uhm, hindi naman totally agnostic or anything. Uhm. How do I explain this. I believe in some of the concepts of our religion, pero I don't like the Church. Ewan. Ayoko sa kanila. :)) Alam mo yung there are some people na you don't really like and you can't really explain why? Ayun. Ganun ako towards the Church. Plus it's boring. Haha. Ayun. I don't like going to Church. Medyo mababa din yung faith ko kay God. I'm just not much of a believer. :| I don't like going to Church, kaso I'm forced to because of my mom. I can't tell her naman kasi I'm pretty sure na she'll just scold me or sumfin. *shrug* Ayun.

Socio 10 mega essay. Answer all essays as parsimoniously as possible.

1. Adopting the educational system as context, discuss how one's racial/ ethnic affinity and social class background come to serve as crucial objects of struggle. (Hint: You may refer to Goffman's concept of stigma as framework) (45 points)
Context and framework --- (15 pts)
Race and ethnicity --- (15 pts)
Social Class --- (15 pts)

2. Construct a critical essay (NOT SCATTERED STATEMENTS AND INCOMPLETE SENTENCES) on globalization using the following key concepts:

Care Crisis (5 pts)
Unilateralism vs Multilateralism (4 pts)
World Trade Organization (2 pts)
International Monetary Fund (2)
World Bank (2)
Hegemony (5)
Military Industrial Complex (10)
Seattle and Porto Allegre (2)
Economic Security Council (2)
Meltzer Comission Proposal (2)
Back-to-Bretton-Woods-System school (2)
Georg Soros' Alternative system (2)
Kondratieff Cycle (5)
Ecological Crisis (10)

I boldfaced everything I don't understand. That's our 2nd exam for Socio 10. Now you know how deep the shit I'm in is. Jr, I infinitely hate you for being exempted. You must die. If I get a 5.0... I'm blowing up the entire Sociology dept of UPd. If there's someone out there who knows anything at all about these things and is willing to help me and write an essay for me, please, PM me. Haha.

Okay! Medyo nadi-disturb parin ako dun sa concept of dating other people even though you're still not over an ex.

Some people say na it's okay lang, kasi it might be your way of moving on and shiz. Parang you're trying to forget na your ex kasi so you're seeing other people.

Ang sakin naman is, hindi ba parang it's unfair dun sa isang person you're seeing? Ewan. Kasi parang, what if the person you're dating develops feelings for you, pero ikaw, you're still not over the ex? Diba? Tapos if you're dating people to forget, and you're still not over your ex, won't it be likely na you won't like people who aren't like your ex? Tapos isn't it possible din na the reason you're dating that person is because nare-remind ka nya about your ex kasi they're alike and stuff? Ewan. Haha. Kasi syempre diba may standards tayo lahat, tapos definitely, yung ex mo, pasado sa standards mo. So if the person you date passes your standards, eh di yun nga, may semblance siya sa ex mo. Haha.

Ewan. I don't know. I want to move on pero whenever I close my eyes, siya parin nakikita ko. Rawr! Drama mode! :)) Pero ewan. I'm still very much in like with *****. Don't know about love though. Kaso I feel like wala na siyang pake sakin, and parang pina-plastic nalang nya ako. Ewan. I've this tendency to be paranoid eh, so baka iniisip ko lang na pina-plastic nya ako. XD Tapos syempre, there's that issue pa of me being insanely insecure kay *****. Haaaay. Haha. Why must you be so... unreachable? You're like a star in the evening sky... Whatever. :))

(House M.D., Spoiler alert. Hilight to read..)

We're watching Dr. House ngayon, tapos there was this scene where Wilson says to House "We're not friends anymore, House."

Then wala lang. May naalala akong tao. Then naisip ko tuloy what it'd feel like pag sinabi sayo yun. Parang.. Ooof. Painful much. :| Wala lang. I don't have much friends. It sucks whenever I lose friends. *sigh* It's happened several times na rin, super painful. I hope it doesn't happen again. :-< The downsides of being anti-social. Rawr. Haha.

I'm still happy though, generally. XD

More ranting

2009-03-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

Care Crisis (5 pts)
Unilateralism vs Multilateralism (4 pts)
World Trade Organization (2 pts)
International Monetary Fund (2)
World Bank (2)
Hegemony (5)
Military Industrial Complex (10)
Seattle and Porto Allegre (2)
Economic Security Council (2)
Meltzer Comission Proposal (2)
Back-to-Bretton-Woods-System school (2)
Georg Soros' Alternative system (2)
Kondratieff Cycle (5)
Ecological Crisis (10)

I just wanna jump!

2009-03-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

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[warning: this post is sort of somewhat medyo kinda parang mahaba yata eh. wala lang, warning lang.]

I just wanna rant! Haha.

The other day, I was somewhere (I don't remember where. lol) then I heard this song. Tapos wala lang. Medyo ume-emo ako nun. HAHA. Basta. I liked kasi the chorus part. This is how it goes:

CHORUS:
I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
I have a dream
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again

Ayan! Haha. The title of the song? I Still Believe. Singer? Mariah Carey. LOL. Eww much. :))

Wala lang. Hahaha. I just remembered hearing the song. :))

Uhmm. Shiiiiiit. Last weekend na 'to for the sem! Ohyeah! Super excited nako for summer. Wala lang. Excited lang ako pag summer. Kahit super init. :| Gawd, ang init! :))

Anyway, speaking of summer.... Yesterday yata yun or the other day, nakausap ko si *****. Wala lang. Natuwa ako at nag-usap nanaman kami. ^__^ Uhm, we talked about different things, nothing serious naman. Tapos biglang nagtanong siya if I were taking classes sa summer. I said yes, tapos I said rin na I was planning on taking two classes sa summer, Math 55 and Math 114. Tapos nag-comment siya, sabi niya, it's better daw if I take one math lang, kasi nahihirapan na nga daw ako sa isang math eh, tapos dadalawahin ko pa. Tapos sabi nya rin, why rush things then risk failing?

So ayun. May point nga naman siya. So sabi ko, I'll take nalang Math 55, next time na yung Math 114. Tapos since I had one class nalang, sabi ko I'll probably go look for a summer job nalang. I said I'll probably try na mag-service crew sa fastfood chains or something, kasi ayoko naman sa call center. Nag-agree siya sakin na wag sa call center, pero ni-kontra nya rin yung idea ko na mag-work sa fastfood chain. Kasi sabi niya, to work daw sa fastfood chains requires huge amounts of patience, and wala ako nun. :)) So yun. May point siya ulit.

So yung dalawang mahabang paragraph na yun, isa lang ang sinasabi: Math 55 lang kukunin ko sa summer. Haha. Funny though, kasi sa CRS, Math 114 lang nakuha ko. :)) Ayun. May 2 batch run pa naman. Sana makuha ko yung 55. XD

Tapos tapos tapos. Wala lang. Haha. I know it's uncalled for, pero medyo kinilig ako. :)) Haha. Wala lang. :)) Kasi na-feel ko na may pakialam na siya sakin eh. Unlike dati na pag kinakausap ko siya inaaway niya lang ako. Haha. So medyo umo-okay na kami. Kaso nga lang, may iba na nga siya. :)) So wala lang. Bobo much. :)) Basta masaya ako kasi okay na kami. Haha.

Uhhhh. Ayun. First time ko mag-drive ng automatic kanina! Thanks Majo! Thanks Paji! At thanks sa mga pasahero ko na nagdadasal for our safety! :)) Basta kasi ganito. We planned to eat lunch together today, kasi probably last lunch na namin to together for this sem. Ayun. Majo brought Paji with her, so we had transpo. (Paji is her mini-Pajero. Cute. Haha.) Anyway, ayun. She fetched me sa AS, then from there, ako na yung nag-drive to Stat to pick up Jo-ann and Jay-arr (arrr, pirate! lol). HAHAHA. Okay, sorry. :)) Natatawa ako. :)) and then, ako ulit yung nag-drive from stat to Grill Queen sa may Maginhawa near TK! Wala lang. Fun mag-drive. Haha. Yay~ First time ko rin pala yung mag-drive with lotsa cars with me sa road. Kasi when I drive, usually, dito lang sa subdivision. Practice driving lang. Haha. Ayun.

Ay, onga pala. Wala pakong license. HAHA.

Anyway, ayun. Fun nung lunch! :)) We ate our way to hell. HAHA. Kasi eh, diba nga dapat bawal ang meat today kasi Friday? Eh yung mga kasama ko pasaway, they ordered parin Liempo. Pero we ordered rin naman non-meat ulam. We got one whole Pusit! It was HUUUGE. Haha. GMO daw yun according to Majo. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na may GMO na squid. Kala ko dati Chickens lang. Haha. Ayun. We had lotsa kwentuhan (epal lang. I almost spelled 'kwentuhan' as 'quentuhan'. HAHA. sabaw) lang and away and daldal and shiz. Haha. Ayun. Fun. We cut Math na nga eh. Kasi ang tagal ng food namin. Tsk tsk. :))

Uhhm. Nung hapon, Majo, Patice, and I went to Trinoma! They fetched me sa may CS, tapos I drove ulit from there to University Ave. Nung nandun na kami sa may Univ Ave, Majo drove na, kasi nga diba I didn't have a license, we didn't want to risk getting caught kasi I'm driving without a license. XD Ayun. We got to Trinoma tapos we had ICECREAM! Haha.

Nung una yung plan was DQ. Then nagyaya ako sa Icebergs kasi I haven't tried it there. Ayun. We ate dun sa Icebergs. Funny pa, kasi we couldn't decide nung una what we were going to get. Siguro like, 5 minutes kami nag-aargue on what to get. :)) We kept flipping pa the pages and stuff. Tapos in the end, yung kinuha namin, magkakatabi lang on one page. Haha. Ayun. More kulitan and kwentuhan sa Icebergs. Funny nga, kasi nung una super babaw and sabaw conversation lang, then biglang naging deep and emo and shiz. We started talking about Love and how it's confused with Infatuation way too often. Ayun. Haha. Basta. FUN! >:D< Patice and Majo! Next time ulit ah. Let's try naman Cold Rock (or something like that). Basta yung mashed or something na ice cream. Haha.

Uhhhm. What else. Haha. Wala. Wala nakong maisip. XD

Sabaw talaga ako lately. I'm not myself and stuff. Usually I'll just be staring into nothing tapos biglang BOOM! Naging Koko Krunch! :))

AY AY AY! Speaking of jokes! May natutunan ako kay Majo! HAHA. Yung interrupting starfish and yung impatient cow! :)) Funny nun. Hahaha.

Ayun. I'm craving for chocolate crinkles ngayon. So ayun. I'mma go and eat muna. Haha. My fingers are kinda' hurting na rin kasi ehhhh. :| So yeah. Kain na ako then sleep! Goodnight world~

(I'm tinatamad na to change the color of the comments to gray. haha.)

quickie [63]

2009-03-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

2 more days!
Missing IC. :( Can't work on our robot without an IC. :(
Feeling un-me. :|
Chuck feels the need to watch Unborn, and he might watch it by himself tomorrow if he doesn't find someone to go with him. It'll be his first time to watch a movie by himself, and he's scared. (feel ko scary super ng unborn, tapos if I'll be alone, wala akong katabi most likely... baka biglang may mumu! T__T)
I. Want. Chocolate!
Question! Is it wrong to date other people if you're not over someone? XD Feeling ko it's wrong eh, pero based on what some people do, parang it's okay lang. Ewan. :|
EEE can be a bitch. XD
I'm getting sleepy. :|

Weird Dreams

2009-03-19T05:12:00.000+08:00

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I had this totally weird dream last night.

I don't remember much details though. Basta it was like some adventure thing. Haha. We were in this place na parang temple/ruins whatever, tapos we were trying to save the world and shiz, tapos when we got to the temple. there was this goddess girl there. Parang female Zeus actually. I forgot the term we called it eh. Basta may tawag talaga sa kanya. XD Tapos she chased us hanggang sa umabot kami dun sa parang tower nung temple/ruins place. Nung nandun na kami sa highest point, we kinda' had to shimmy our way around the wall tapos super taas nung place. Scary. Tapos the scary LIghtning Hag was chasing us parin, tapos ayun. they were all just trying to get away from the Hag, pero ako, I figured if we just kept running, eventually, she'll kill us parin with her thunderbolts, so what I did was kick her off the top floor, tapos ayun. She fell. Funky. :))

Ayun. Ang fun. Adventure talaga! :))

Oh oh oh. And may isa pa palang dream. Ito super wala masyadong details.

In my dream, I had this container of water, tapos I was drinking from it. Tapos inside the container, meron parang bato. I ignored it lang and kept drinking. Tapos after a while, napansin ko parang nag-iba yung shape nung bato. So what I did was I turned the bottle over tapos tinapon lahat nung laman. Then ayun. Lo and behold, the 'stone' was actually a...

Jellyfish!? Lol.

Funny talaga. :)) And disgusting and weird. Haha.

I love living on weird. :))

Insecurity

2009-03-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

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---insecure------insecure------insecure------insecure------insecure------insecure------insecure---
---insecure------insecure------insecure------insecure------insecure------insecure------insecure---

HAHA.

Okay, most people know na I'm mayabang, and obnoxious, and suplado, and snobbish, and feelingero (feeling gwapo), and assumero, and all that shiz.

(okay, feeling ko, I just ruined my image lol)

Anyway, wala lang.

I just find it funny, na despite being these...

Andami paring mga tao na super kina-iinsecure-an (may mali sa word na yan, I can feel it!) ko. Haha. Wala lang. Ang dali ko ma-insecure.

Tapos what's worse is, because of my insecurity, hindi ako marunong mag-socialize properly. :| Feeling ko actually, hindi ako talaga anti-social. Mas okay yata talaga yung term na sociopath. XD Ako naman kasi I like socializing rin naman (kahit pano), kaso sometimes, even if I want to socialize, hindi ko kasi alam how to. LOL.

Sana kasi may manual nalang nyan eh. Socializing for Dummies (specially Chuck) lol.

Ayun. Ang lame. Hindi ako marunong mag-socialize. Lol. :)) Eh basta. Ewan. Haha. Hindi nga ako makapag-date ng maayos eh. Hahaha. Ayun. Basta. Hirap maging sociopath. :|

Feeling Weirdly Weird.

2009-03-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

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---a different kind of weird------a different kind of weird------a different kind of weird---
---a different kind of weird------a different kind of weird------a different kind of weird---

I'm feeling weird today. No, not the normal kind of weird I usually am, it's a weird weirdness which I really don't like.

I don't feel comfy. :|

Uhm, how do I explain it ba? Uhm, basta it feels like something's missing na ewan. Parang I'm incomplete, parang there's something I'm forgetting. :| Annoying nung feeling. Unsettling. Ayun. Haha. Unsettling.

I spent 200php on Tekken today. Tapos it felt super bitin. :| Rawr.

Uhm, what else. I wanna watch a movie! Unborn! XD Owyeah. Kaso there's nobody pa to watch with eh. Lahat busy sa schoolworks and shiz. Bakit kaya sila busy, ako hindi? :))

On the topic of school, I got Math 114 na sa CRS! Oyeah~ Ang lucky nga eh, kasi isa lang yung open na class for summer, tapos 30 lang yung kukunin. I got in pa~ Oyeah~ Haha. I need to get Math 55 pa though. I'm hoping I can get it sa next batch run. XD

Hrmmmm. Wala lang. Haha. I'm so... bored. And feeling weird. *sigh*

Tomorrow na nga lang ako ulit mag-blog. XD

Blurb

2009-03-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

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I'm hearing this strange ringing in my ears right now. :| Weird.

I should be studying for my EEE 31 exam right now. :-< Pero wala lang. Haha. Parang hindi ako makapag-focus. :|

Hrmmmmmm.

To somone:
I'm happy, kasi I can talk to you na ulit. At least I know we're okay na. Uhm, kaso wala lang. I can talk to you, we're okay, but I feel like I shouldn't talk to you. I mean, may iba ka na kasi eh. If I talk to you, it might seem like I'm flirting with you (which I'm not, btw), and I don't want that.

And I guess I should stop thinking na rin na we'd get back together (lol), kasi diba nga, according to The Secret, by thinking of something constantly, uhm, parang the universe will conspire and shiz and what you're thinking will happen? Eh di if I think of it hard enough, eh di it'll happen, and for it to happen, that'd mean you and your new guy would have to break up (malamang). And if that happens, eh di parang home wrecker or something ako, kasi you broke up because I wanted you back so bad.

But then again, if you two love each other, eh di you'd both be thinking of being with each other, and since dalawa kayo, the forces of your thoughts (lol. star wars-ish na) will be stronger than mine, and the universe will conspire with your thoughts and desires and the two of you will stay together.

Unless of course, we were destined to be together, then no matter what anybody thinks, we'll end up together.

But then again, I'm not even sure if I believe in destiny. I think I don't believe in destiny. I think it's just me being desperate to be with you again. It's just me trying to convince myself that there's still a possibility, even if I know there's none.

...

The other day, I had this (day)dream, na you and your new guy were getting married. LOL. Okay, advanced masyado. Pero anyway, you were getting married nga daw, tapos I was there din. Tapos when you guys were exchanging vows na, I was crying. Wala lang. Hahaha.

I'm being emo when I should be studying for an exam. Great. Haha.

Okay, enough emo-ness.

Kanina I was talking to someone. Tapos sabi niya sakin nami-miss na nya ako. Kinilig naman ako. Lol. Natuwa ako eh. Kasi namimiss ko rin siya, tapos miss nya ako. So ayun. :))

Hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

CHUCK! 4 days to go. Aja! I've to do this! Rawr! I swear I'mma party when everything is over Haha. Fontana, here I come~

Anyway. It's 3am. I'mma go study na. Haha. I hope I can concentrate. :|

Since I'm bored...

2009-03-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

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(shucks. I forgot. I'm always bored nga pala. haha.)

copied from Erwin.

LAST PERSON.

1.Had a beer with
> Uhm, relatives. Yesterday lang, anniv ng parents ko eh. XD May handaan sa house. XD

2.Went to the movies with?
> Resty and other friends of his. Haha.

3 .Went to the mall with?
> Kanina! With Renz, Pogs, and new friends Rhea and Karl. I'm assuming lang na ganyan yung spelling nung name nung last two people. Haha. Di ako sure eh. XD

4.Talked on the phone with?
> Mom. She called me kanina sa cellphone. XD

5.Made you laugh?
> Yung burning haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaands! Hahaha!

6.You hugged?
> Mom~

7.You yelled at?
> I don't know? Resty yata. Haha. Pero I don't think I was shouting naman talaga that time. Maarte lang siya sabi niya sumisigaw daw ako. :)) AY WAIT! I know na. I shouted at Tina kanina! Kasi ang stupid eh, sabi nya "Shoot! Keep shooting!" Eh I was shooting na nga. Haha. The big scary worm was attacking us kasi eh. o_o (I was playing Silent Hill Arcade kanina eh. hahaha. sorry naman)

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
> Tongue. Mahirap mangulangot if sa nose. HAHA.

2 Be serious or be funny?
> Funny. :)) Funny na nga ako eh. :))

3 .Drink whole or skim milk?
> Whole. Mahirap kung part lang. Wehhhh. Funny ba talaga ako? :))

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
> Get shot! I always get dreams of getting shot. Haha.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1.Sun or moon?
> MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON! Hahahahaha.

2. Winter or Fall?
> Non-existent pareho sa Pilipinas eh, pero if I really have to choose, uhm, I'd go with Fall!

3. Left or right?
> Right~

4. Sunny or rainy?
> Depende. Pag may kasama ako na romantic partner, rain. Fun mag-walk sa rain with someone you reaaallly love/ care about.. ^__^

5. Peach or Pear?
> Peaches! Shiiiiiiiiit, Chuck is craving for peaches!

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
> Twirl. XD

7. Do You Cook?
> Mmhm.

8. Current mood?
> Bored. :))

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
> Yeah. My mom and my lola. XD

2. Sang?
> Umulan ba last week? :))

3. Been hugged?
> Uh-huh. ^__^

4. Danced Crazy?
> I don't dance. o_o

5. Cried?
> Medyo parang somewhat kinda' oo yata. Haha. Di ako sure masyado. :))

Absolut

2009-03-15T04:48:00.000+08:00

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Haha. Advertisement? Lol.

Wala lang.

Sarap uminom.

I was drinking last night. Absolut Citron. Yumm. Haha.

Nung first, I was drinking with my sisters and cousins. Lol. Puro underage sila! Ang lame talaga, swear, kasi yung mga kainuman ko bata. :))

After a while, tumigil na sila. Kasi nga bata pa sila. :)) Like, 2 shots lang yata sila.

Ayun. I was left alone with 1L of Absolut Citron.

Hahaha. Natatawa ako sa mga sinabi ko sa mga tao kagabi. Haha.

I fell asleep pala sa floor! I was hugging daw my sister's havs. LOL. Funny talaga. :)) Then ginising nila ako ng 6am, sabi lipat daw ako sa bed. What I did was crawl papunta sa couch. :)) Funny. Hahaha.

Nakalahati ko nga pala yung Absolut. Haha. ANG DAMI kong nainom. Sarap! :))

I miss alcohol talaga. Buti nakainom ako last night. XD

Yun lang. Haha.

Me love you long time [16]

2009-03-13T17:51:00.000+08:00

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Friday the 13th ulit. XD And yeah, good things happened today. :D

Picnicked at Sunken with friends! Super fun! :))

Ay ay ay. Diba nga nag-picnic kami kanina? Ayun. Uh, yung assigned kasi na dalahin ko was yung Tuna Pasta, so I had to cook last night. Tapos may mga people ako na binigyan Tapos wala lang, natutuwa ako, kasi people liked my cooking. :)) Ang sarap nung luto ko. Haha. Tinuro lang sakin ni ***** kung pano magluto nun eh. Haha. AND! Binigyan ko rin siya nung luto ko. AND nasarapan din siya. Haha. Wala lang. :)) I'm happy kasi people liked my cooking. Ayun. Effort kasi talaga lutuin yun eh. Haha.

Uh, ayun. Haha. Yun lang actually yung gusto ko sabihin, na masarap yung luto ko. HAHA.

May iba nga actually na nag-request na magluto ako next week eh. AHAHA. So masyado akong natutuwa na nasarapan kayo sa luto ko. Okay. :)) Nagpauto naman ako diba? :))

Ay ay ay! I bought pala chocolates ulit kanina. Haaaaahahaha. I now have Mars, Milky Way, and 3 Mustketeers! Haha. Okay! Fun 'to. :))

ZOMG 5 more days to go! Tapos 4 exams in those 5 days! Shiiiiiiiiit. Hahaha. Ohwell. Haggard mode. 5 days. Tapos may project pa kami sa EEE 31. Hahaha. We're screwed lol.

Ngayon ko nalang ulit na-appreciate ang sarap ng Oranges. Wala lang. Haha.

Dahil last 5 days na naman ng school, I'll be bahay-school mode nalang. Tapos no Tekken!

Rawr. Wala lang. I feel... werid, today. Haha. Basta! :))

quickie [62]

2009-03-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

OKAY. So may mga tao pala talagang naiiyak sa kanta. Weird, I was listening to this song kanina, then biglang ayun, watery eyes na. Haha. Not saying which song! :P
Tuna Pasta! Andami kong bibigayan tomorrow! Sikat yung luto ko eh, wala akong magagawa. HAHA. Okay, fine. So pinilit ko sila na "humingi" ng luto ko. :))
Happy ako. :D
*singing*
ZOMG 5 more days! :D
Ang tagal na since I last had alcohol. I wanna driiiiiiink. Haha. Uhm, saan ang Sarah's? Di ko pa talaga napupuntahan yun. :|
Can you feel the haggard-ness? Ako hindi. Bum parin. :))

Got to sleep na. I guess I'm baking pa brownies tomorrow morning. Or not. *shrug* I've to get up earlyyyyy. Ugh. Goodnight~

Personality testshiz.

2009-03-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

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Copied from Tamayo.

Step 1.
Put a spiral, a circle, a square, a cross, and a triangle in a certain order that you want. (Get mo?)

Step 2. Interpretations:

NO CHEATING!

First -- your future
Second -- how to achieve the first
Third -- the present you
Fourth -- the past you
Fifth -- what you've been neglecting for some time now

Spiral -- change
Circle -- wholeness
Cross -- relationships
Square -- stability
Triangle -- goals and missions

Seriously? I think this test is the dumbest thing ever.Lol. Ewan. :))

My answers:
1. Future - Circle (wholeness)
2. How to - Square (stability)
3. Present - Triangle (goals and missions)
4. Past - Spiral (change)
5. What I've been ignoring - Cross (relationships)

Okay. Let's go over this one at a time.

Future - Wholeness. So I'll be whole sa future? Nice. XD

How to - Stability. Anooooooooooo? :|

Present - Goals and Missions. I SERIOUSLY don't understand this. :))

Past - Change. Uhhhhm. So does this mean I changed? :| Am I ever going to change ulit?

What I've been ignoring - Relationships. HAHA. Okay, sige. Hindi ko na 'to i-iignore, promise! Haha.

Ayun. Like I said, I think this test is the dumbest thing ever. :))

Summer!

2009-03-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

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Summer's here again.

Super init nanaman. Sheesh. I just hate this heat. Ugh. I can't stand it. I get itchy all over pag mainit eh. Rawr.

Anyway, summer!

I'm probably taking summer class ulit. Actually, hindi lang probably. I need to take summer classes. Kasi papasa nako ng Math 54 ngayon eh, so I'mma take Math 55 and Math 114 this summer. 6 hours of Math a day. Wow.

Mukhang mamahalin ko ang Math ah. Haha. Well, okay lang yun. After all, wala naman akong lovelife eh, at mukhang wala naman akong balak na magka-lovelife anytime soon, kaya sa Math ko nalang ibubuhos ang affection/ passion ko. :))

Rawr.

I hope I get my classes for summer. XD

What're you doing this summer? ^__^

quickie [61]

2009-03-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

CRS! Ampanget ng sched. May 2-hr break ako. Feh. Owell. Sana makuha ko yung subjects ko. At sana pumasa ako sa pre-req. HAHA.
I may not be a hero, but at least, SUPER parin ako. :P
I am Mr. Happy!
Sylvester. :D
Tek-ken. Ohwyeah.
Krispy Kreme Original + Whipped cream == HEAVEN.
Chilled Peach Halves + Whipped cream == HEAVEN.
Conti's Mango Tart == HEAVEN!
I'm hungry.
Ants ants ants, I hate them effin' ants.
Nine more days. :D

Memories

2009-03-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

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Ayoko na sa amnesia.

Yes, masakit nga pag naaalala ko yung stuff about dati, pero..

I realized na dun ko pala kinukuha yung happiness ko. ^__^

Yung tipong sweet sorrow ang dating. Haha. Shet, romeo and juliet? :))

Basta.

Paparazzi.
Troll eyes.
Pancit canton + wheat bread + hotdog + Nutella + scrambled egg.
Dark Chocolates.
Late night walk sa oval.
Tuna Pasta.
Greenbelt 3.
Pizza Hut.
Sylvester.
First time sa AS steps.
Blind masseurs.
Sorbetes.
Greenhills. >:) LOL!

Everything.

Masaya ako. :D Masaya ang mga alala ko.

Sure, it's still sorta' sad kasi memories nalang 'to, pero I'm happy parin, kasi at least I have these memories of you.

I don't want to ever forget you. Never.

...though syempre mas okay kung magkasama tayo. pero hindi nako umaasa. XD okay lang, masaya ako. :D

Sylvester

2009-03-08T19:57:00.000+08:00

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Dahil sobrang cute nya, di ko napigilan.

Bumili ako ng Baby Sylvester na stuffed toy! :))

Yun lang. :D

Super kawaii. Ang laki ng ilong. Parang si... Yun. Malaki ilong nya.

Tapos yung mata ko parang mata daw ng troll. Kaya nya daw ako mahal dahl dun eh. HAHA.

Whatever.

I'll post pics pag sinipag ako. :D

Me love you long time [15]

2009-03-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

That thing (or person) is one of the best (if not the best) things that happened in your life, and you just can't find it in you to let go;
The memories you have with that thing (or person) is one of the things you look back to whenever you're down, and it gives you the will to carry on (parang kanta lang)
You (still) have feelings for that thing (or person), and even if it's stupid, you keep holding on, hoping that something good will happen between you and that object (or person);
You're masochistic (andslashor emo) -- even if it's insanely painful for you to hold on, you hold on, because you like the pain.

Hay. Why do you have to be so.... unforgettable?
Tapos bakit kailangang may bago ka na?

(teka. pa-epal lang. sa gitna ng pag-eemo ko, nag-joke yung nanay ko.

inay: bakit nakayuko ang biik?
chuck: ....bakit?
inay: kasi yung nanay nya, baboy. ahahahaha! *tawa ng malakas with matching sayaw*

...tangina. nagpapaka-emo ako dito tapos magjojoke sila ng ganun. natawa tuloy ako. do not make chuck laugh pag emo mode!)

Feeling ko, when I'm emo, redundant ako. I like being redundant (sometimes. parang si mojo jojo eh. cute, in a really annoying way) eh. I don't like being emo though.

Anyway, onto non-emo stuff.

I wanna watch Slumdog Millionaire. Super madami nakong naririnig na good stuff about it, sobrang nacu-curious na tuloy ako. Yung pinahiram sakin na dvd ni Majo is not working. :( Well, ayaw gumana dun sa DVD player namin. :| Ayun, haven't watched it yet.

Uhm, I need money! Shucks. Diba nga we're going to Fontana dapat? Ayun. Uhm, wala pakong money na naiipon. :)) Medyo tinatamad na rin ako pumunta eh. Wala lang. Parang ayoko lang. :))

*singing* You're gonna miss me when I'm gooo~ooone... *singing*

Sorry, background music ko kasi while typing this blog ang Simple Plan. Haha. Fun kaya nung mga songs nila. Emo. Haha, labo eh no. Fun daw tapos emo. Ano ba. *slap*

*singing* I just don't wanna waste another day... *singing*

Ang funny. Kasi pag nagttype naman ako, hindi ko naman talaga pinapakinggan as in pinapakinggan yung music. Background lang talaga siya. Hindi ko pinapansin masyado yung lyrics. Pero every now and then, parang biglang may magsta-standout na line dun sa song tapos BOOM, nagiging Koko Krunch. Haha. Joke. Basta biglang may nagpopop-out na line tapos tinatamaan ako. :| Tapos ang funny pa, pag tinignan ko naman yung lyrics nung song, hindi applicable sakin yung context nung song. Yung certain line lang talaga yung tumatama sakin. Rawr. *shrug*

Andami naming bagong furniture sa bahay. Haha. Pinagawa lang namin lahat. Funkeh. Ayun, ang sikip na tuloy sa bahay. Too much furniture, too little space. :|

Ang init na ng panahon no? I hate it. I hate it pag mainit, I hate it pag maulan. Ugh. Ang nakakainis pa is hindi ako pwede sa masyadong mainit kasi I start getting itchy all over pag mainit. >_< Gawd. Ang init talaga.

Grabe lang yung EEE 31 namin! Seriously! Kasi Yung course description ng EEE 31, dapat, parang intro of some sort lang to Electronics. Pero shucks naman, may Assembly Language shiz na kami. Yeah, basics lang siya (supposedly), pero still. Pang upper-years na kasi yung Assembly Language eh. Rawr.

...pero okay lang. Parang ang fun nung Assembly Language. Hahaha. Nagrereklamo pako kanina gusto ko rin pala. Tama yan. :))

Hrmmm.

Naiinis talaga ako. Bakit ba hindi ko siya makalimutan?

Will someone please help me forget? *sigh*

Dati medyo nakakalimot nako eh... Then I met someone, tapos medyo naalala ko si ano, then something happened, tapos now, here I am. *sigh*

I'm not blaming anyone ha. Wala lang. Rawr.

I don't wanna be emo, but I just can't help it. Parang yung feelings ko lang para sayo. Ayoko na (well, gusto ko pa actually) kasi pointless na talaga, pero I can't help it.

Rawr.

Sucks to be single minsan. Haha.

Top 3

2009-03-06T13:46:00.000+08:00

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THREE NAMES THAT FAMILY - FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Chuck
2. Chuckie
3. Bitch (lol. si jr lang)

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. July 2
2. March 15 (this day... I will never forget.)
3.

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. watch saber marionette
2. scratch my head
3. click

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY EVEN IF YOU'RE JUST AT HOME:
1. Sleep
2. Eat
3. Ewan.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Love (weh)
2. PS2/3. Or a T6 BR cabinet. Syempre imposible yan.
3. A Car

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Sleep
2. Eat
3. Be Emo. LOL.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. Bataan (where my lola spoils me)
2. Japan
3. Ewan. Basta masaya ako sa kasama ko, kahit sa Quiapo pa kami pumunta, okay lang.

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Milo
2. Water
3. Magnolia Fruit Juice. Lol.

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR POCKET/BAG:
1. Pen
2. Notebook
3. Umbrella

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Blue
2. Orange
3. Green

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1. Timezone
2. AS Lobby/steps
3. Home

TOP THREE SONGS U LOVE SO MUCH:
1. I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan
2. Everything You Do - Christian Bautista
3. Invincible - Christian Bautista

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. Rustee, my son. Lol.
2. My cellphone
3. Uhm, yung memory box ko, and everything in it. Lol.

TOP THREE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY LATELY:
1. Sweet Beans! :D Lol.
2. Simple Plan. Right.
3. Milo. This always makes me happy.

Amnesia

2009-03-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

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Amnesia has several root causes. Most are traceable to brain injury related to physical trauma , disease, infection, drug and alcohol abuse, or reduced blood flow to the brain (vascular insufficiency).

Now I know where people got the idea of drinking to forget.

Guys, inom tayo?

Goodnight

2009-03-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

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After several hours of just staring at the screen,

looking at your picture,

and reading your name over and over and over again,

I am finally going to sleep.

I shall continue being pathetic tomorrow. :) (yes I'm smiling)

I can't wait to read your name over and over again.
I can't wait to stare at your picture and pretend that you're staring back at me.
I can't wait to start cutting myself with the rusty razor that is my love for you. (okay, feel ko, this line is overly emo)

I am becoming emo again, and I don't like it.

I'm not blaming you, but it IS your fault.

Even though it's my fault, it's still your fault, because I don't want to blame myself and become even more emo. (yes, I hate emo.)

Although my smile can lie, my eyes cannot.

If you'd just take some time and look in my eyes, you'd know how I feel.

You'd know how much I want you.
You'd know how much I need you.
You'd know how much I miss you.
You'd know how much I..

How much I...

I love you.
*sigh*

But then again, that's never going to happen.

I'll never be worth wasting your precious time upon.
Never again.

You gave me a hundred chances, and I never failed to fail you in each and every chance I got. I don't think I meant to, but I did. And it's your fault (even though it's really mine).

And now I am emo.

...I should grow my hair.

(I don't know why I even bother writing this. You'll never see this anyway. Even if you did, things aren't going to change. I have lost you forever, and it is your fault, even if it is really mine.)

Nakakatawa.

2009-03-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

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Yes, this is another post where I do nothing but laugh.

Hahahahaha.

Funny kasi eh. :))

Nakakatawa. Ako.

Hahaha.

Sorry, funny kasi talaga eh. Matatawa ka nalang.

Promise, pag nakita/narinig mo, matatawa ka rin. XD

Hahahayyyy.

2009-03-05T05:22:00.000+08:00

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Okay. Naiinis ako dahil sa low stress limit ko. :|

Hindi talaga ako sanay sa stress kasi bum ako. Rawr. Mababa ang tolerance ko for stress. Ugh.

So hindi nanaman ako nakapasok sa CW10 ko dahil may inaayos akong problema.
May problema kami sa Socio 10 dahil report namin today at wala kaming available na laptop.
Naiinis ako dahil yung ginawa ko nung isang araw ay wala paring bunga.
Naiinis ako sa mga pulis pulis na may anong matulis. Tae sila. Lol.
Rawr.

Okay! Seryoso na 'to, no more cutting/missing class for me 'til the end of the sem! Barely 3 weeks Chuck, you can do it! Rawr!

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stress.

quickie [60]

2009-03-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

First time ko kumain sa Sisig Hooray! with Majo and Jr today! Wala lang. Sarap nung chicken sisig~
CAUGHT SOMEONE IN THE ACT ATTEMPTING TO OPEN MY BAG. Some asshole attempted to open my backpack nung I was walking sa overpass infront of Sta. Lucia. Buti nalang I have this habit of checking my backpack every now and then. I reached behind me to check my backpack's pocket, then nagulat ako kasi I actually touched a hand. Tinignan ko agad who was holding my bag's zipper -- It was some gusgusin teenager guy. Gusto ko siya sapakin and all, I wanted to make a commotion, kaso I knew na these guys don't work alone. Baka ako lang yung matalo in the end, so I walked away fast lang. Then I told the authorities, and guess what, they did NOTHING. Pssh. Stupid justice system.
Okay, that was long. Sorry. Adrenaline.
Ling Xiaoyu > Alisa Boskonovitch. Or not. *shrug*
BEANS!
I've real poor vision na. :|
Tired.
EEE 31 with Assembly Language. Lulz.

Haha

2009-03-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

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Ewan. :))

Parang bigla nalang ako naging happy. *shrug*

Parang I feel guilty tuloy na I wrote pa an emo post. Lol. Wala lang.

Pero ang kaso lang eh, assumero kasi ako. HAHA. Okay. Share lang ng words of wisdom:

"People don't get hurt from expecting. It's okay to expect. What hurts is when we assume."

Or something like that. Haha. Nakuha ko lang sa quote yan eh. Yung though nakuha ko lang sa quote. Yung exact wording, hindi ko matandaan. Ayun. :))

Haha.---haha------haha------haha------haha------haha------haha------haha------haha------haha------haha---

2009-03-02T13:43:00.000+08:00

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quickie [59]

2009-03-02T13:04:00.000+08:00

Okay. I contradict myself palagi. Sabi ko ayoko malaman yung sagot, pero ayun, tinignan ko parin kung ano nga yung sagot. Kung ano yung sagot, ayoko nalang sabihin. :|
My eyes hurt. :| Like, namamaga yung left eye ko. Or feeling ko lang yun. Feeling ko it's because of my contacts, luma na kasi eh. I need to get new ones na.
Sana 21 nako. I wanna get eye surgery na! No more contact lenses, no more eyeglasses!
Funky~
Simple Plan ang pinapatugtog ko ngayon. LOL. Funny nung songs nila. I hate it. :))
I feel soooo weird. :|
I've to study! Go Chuck! GC mode!
I need to re-learn EEE 11. I'll practice programming this summer, para pagdating ng EEE 13, I can do it na. I need to work on linked lists.
I'm hungry. I want MILO!
Zomg, season na ng Avocadoes~ Yay!
I want an mp3 player. Tapos ang laman lang ay puro Simple Plan at Christian Bautista. LOL. Okay, bawal mag-react. :))
Okay! Time to stare at the wall again. :D

nothing here, sorry. ^^,

Lol. This is sort of somewhat medyo kinda' emo ng konti yata. shrug

2009-03-02T12:36:00.000+08:00

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---ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan---
---ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan------ewan---

(okay. napansin ko lang. what's with the long titles, chuck? haha.)

Ewan ko. Haha.

Nag-blog nalang ako.

Haha. Natatawa talaga ako.

OL kasi ako sa YM ngayon. At may nakita akong pangalan sa list ko.

Gusto ko siya kausapin. Sobra. Pero...

...ewan. Haha.

Di nya naman ako papansinsin (siguro).

Di nya naman ako gusto kausapin (siguro).

Wala naman siyang pake (or paki?) sa akin (siguro).

(siyempre may mga babanat dyan "you'll never know until you try". tse. eh ayoko i-try eh. kasi feeling ko alam ko na yung sagot dyan. at hindi ko siya gusto. AT may valid reason ako to believe na yun nga yung sagot. so tse. haha.)

Ewan.

Kaya ayun. Tinitigan ko nalang yung pangalan nya sa list ko. At syempre yung avatar nya sa YM. Ang cute eh. HAHA. Ewan.

Ewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewan.
Ewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewan.
Ewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewanewan.

(...ang funny. Try mo sabihin yung ewan ng maraming beses ng mabilis ng sunud-sunod. Try mo rin sabihin yung gulong. Haha. Funny.)

Haaaaaaay. Chuck, what's happening? Lol.

Anyway. Ayun. Sumakit rin yung mata ko sa kaka-titig sa pangalan (at picture) nya. Kaya nag-blog nalang ako.

Pero alam mo kung ano ang weird? Pag tumitingin ako sa white space, nakikita ko yung mukha nya. Pag pumikit naman ako, ganun parin. Mas malala nga pag pumipikit ako eh, kasi hindi lang yung picture nya yung nakikita ko. Ang nakikita ko, yung memories ko kasama siya.

...

OKAY! Enough emo-ing for the week. Haha. Anoba.

Wala lang. Emo-ness. Quotes. Whatver. Sabaw! Funkeh! Haha.

2009-03-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

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---quotes------quotes------quotes------quotes------quotes------quotes------quotes------quotes---

Mga ka-emohan lang. Sorry. May karapatan din naman ako magpaka-emo eh.

from Melai:

"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa, kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyun-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."

Onga. May point diba? Pero what if...

What if there's somebody naman who made an effort (pinagla-landingan ng airplane...? okay, emo na, korny pa. funkeh.) just to be with you, gave everything, did everything, just to be with you....

...but you were just too effin' stupid to appreciate all the sacrifices, and you pushed away that person, the only person to ever actually make you feel what it's like to be loved?

Tanga lang nung taong yun diba? Sarap sapakin. Tapos ngayon, siya yung naghahanap. Siya yung nagrereklamo. Siya yung emo. Habang yung martyr naman, siya na yung masaya ngayon. (okay. I can feel na medyo may vagueness sa pronouns. pero you guys can probably figure out who's who. you're grown up pepole. go figure. haha.)

Ayun. HAHA. Whatever. Emo-ness. Lol.

from Thala:

"Why do we miss a person?

It's either because we realize that we never treasured the moments when they were always there, and it left us wishing we could turn back time again...

or...

we were too happy with them, we enjoyed every single moment, that we became so used to the idea of having them around

but when we finally walked separate lives we realized that a moment spent without them

is like dying stars which slowly leave the sky: empty."

(okay, di naman masyadong mahaba yung quote)

So the first part of the quote (before the or) applies to me. I never truly appreciated the moments we had together. :| Bad Chuck. AND, take note of the underlined word. Kamusta naman. More than once.

And uh, the second part applies din. I'm so used to having you around... I don't know how things should be without you. Sure, it's been a (long) while since I actually spent time with you, and you'd think I'd be able to do things without you, but... Idunno. There are times that I just feel really different because you're not with me and I'm not with you. :| Ewan.

What I hate is that I suck at putting into words what I feel. Kaya madalas ako mapa-away eh. Rawr.

May nakaka-miss kaya sakin? Emo.

*cue music*

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

-----------------

Ayun. Sana kinakanta rin 'to ni ano. Haha. Lol. Asa ka kasi Chuck. Iba na yung kinakanta nya.

1st sem, SY 2009-2010

2009-02-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

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Okay.

Kausap ko kasi si Erwin ngayon. Tapos napag-usapan namin ang acads. Then napunta kami sa kung anong subjects ang kukunin sa summer and next sem.

So yun. I realized, suicide mode pala ako next sem. Shit.

EEE 13 + EEE 25 + EEE 33 + EEE 34 + ES 11.

13 units na yan. XD Parang ayoko na dagdagan. Haha. GE nalang siguro I guess. 16 units. XD Sana pumasa lahat!

Pati pala sa summer, haggard din.

Math 55 + Math 114.

Actually, yung original plan ko for summer was 55 + CWTS, kaso whole day daw yung CWTS pag summer eh. Ayun. So tatapusin ko na ang Math series ko ng summer.

Ayun. Uh, nafi-feel ko na ngayon palang. Goodbye social life. At mukhang kailangan ko na magsipag. As in seryosong magsipag. Bawal na yung happy-go-lucky Chuck. XD

OMG. This means I'll actually open my books na. HAHA. Funkeh!

Wala lang. I wanna enjoy the little time I have left with my social life before I have to let go. Haha. Shit. :))

Chuck-ology

2009-02-28T16:23:00.000+08:00

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---the study of me!------the study of me!------the study of me!------the study of me!---
---the study of me!------the study of me!------the study of me!------the study of me!---

Eh di ako na yung narcissist. Hindi ko alam kung tama yung spelling ko. Hahahaha. Feeling ko naman tama, walang red underline eh. :)) Anyway. I'm tagging anyone who wants to do this. XD

Copied from James. XD

Let others know a little more about yourself by re-posting and tagging your friends. Re post note as your name "ology"

1) What is your salad dressing of choice? undressed. lol. ewan. sabaw. :)) fruit salad lang kinakain ko. may dressing ba yun? :)) okay ignorante. :))

2) What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? uhmmm. Gerry's Grill. Haha. :D

3) What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it? Mangoes! More and more mangoes! :"> Ay uhm. I won't get sick of the food, pero I'll get sick because of it. Sore throat. :( Chuck hates sore throat. :(

4) What are your pizza toppings of choice? Basta I don't like olives, mushrooms, bell peppers, onions. :D Haha. So mostly meat lang. And cheese. :D Okay, I love bacon!

5) What do you like to put on your toast? Uhm, I like eating my bread plain. Pero uhm, for the sake of answering the question, butter and sugar. Ensaymada! Yummmm.

6) How many televisions are in your house? 2. XD

7) What color cell phone do you have? does it refer to the color of my phone or to the model of my color phone? :) <--oo nga. malabo kasi yung question eh. Pero if it's asking for the color of my cellphone, the answer is black... and silver. XD

8) Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right. :D

9) Have you ever had anything removed from your body? FORESKIN! Okay omg LOL! :))

10) What is the last heavy item you lifted? Box of medicines for my tita's medical mission. XD

11) Have you ever been knocked unconscious? I don't think so. :D

12) If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? Hrmm. Nope.

13) If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Uhm, sana kasi hindi na K yung Karlos ko. :)) Sadyang kakaiba eh. :))

14) Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? Depende. Anong brand ng hot sauce? If it's like, the same hot sauce na gamit ng Pizza Hut, game. Walang lasa yun eh. :))

15) How many pairs of flip flops do you own? 1 lang. ^__^

16) Whats your goal for the year? 2009? MAGKAROON NG LOVELIFE! Hahaha! Patice! Yung goal natin ah! :))

17) Last person you talked to? Mom. :D

18) Last person you hugged? Patice yata eh.

19) Favorite Season? Four Seasons. AHAHA. Korny. Di nga ako umiinom nun eh. :)) Uhm. Ayoko ng rainy season kasi I hate it when it rains tapos I'm out of the house. Ayoko ng summer kasi it's too effin' hot. :|

20) Favorite Holiday? Uhm. Christmas. XD

21) Favorite day of the week? Right now, I'm loving Mondays. :D Walang pasok. ^__^

22) Favorite Month? Pag hindi ako single, Feb. Pag single ako, wala. :))

23) First place you went this morning? Uhm, bathroom?

24) What's the last movie you saw? Bi-Centennial Man @ HBO. XD

25) Do you smile often? I'm Mr. Happy, so yeah, I'm always smiling. :D

26) Do you always answer your phone? Chuck = tamad magtext.

27) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? Dati si ano. Pero ngayon, wala na. :|

28) If you could change your eye color what would it be? Gray! Haha.

29) What flavor drink do you get at Sonic? ....ha? :))

30) Have you ever had a pet fish? When we were kids. XD

31) Favorite Christmas song? Carol of the Bells. Hahaha. Nahawa lang ako kay Miles. XD

32) What's on your wish list for your birthday? Uhmmm. I want a PS2/3, a T6:BR machine, a car (please!), my own laptop, a DSLR, and siyempre, lovelife. :)) HAHA. Kahit yung last lang, okay nako. :D

33) Can you do push ups? Uh-huh.

34) Can you do a chin up? Uh-huh. I do that nga minsan sa monkey bars sa school eh. :))

35) Does the future make you more nervous or excited? more of anxious. XD

36) Do you have any saved texts? Yeah. Mahilig ako mag-save ng text eh. Mahilig ako mag-reminisce eh. Tulad nung text sakin ng 4am, nakasave yun sa phone ko. XD

37) Ever been in a car wreck? Nope. Thank god.

38) Do you have an accent? Uhm, yung arabo accent ko. HAHA.

39) What is the last song to make you cry? May umiiyak sa songs? :|

40) Plans tonight? Hahaha.

41) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? Yes. :(

42) Name 3 things you bought today. Nido, Gin, Yakult. :D

43) Have you ever been given roses? Well, sort of. :)) May hiningi kasi ako na preserved na rose dun sa friend ko eh. Tapos binigay nya. So technically, nabigyan na ako ng rose. HAHA.

44) Current hate right now? Uhm. Mga Mishima. Stupidly overpowered. Speaking of Mishimas, may nakalaban akong Heihachi. Uhm, si Don Argus. Funkeh. Given na nga na overpowered si Heihachi, tapos ang galing pa nung guy. Lakas. Super muntik ko na siya matalo. Haha. Like, several times ah. XD Ayun. Haha.

45) Met someone who changed your life? Yes. Then nawala siya sakin. Kasalanan ko. :(( emo!

46) How did you bring in the New Year? Uhhh. Lotsa fireworks. First time ko magsindi ng sinturon. Super natatakot pako nun kasi baka biglang sumabog sakin. :))

47) What song represents you? Incomplete? HAHA. Yung title lang. Lol.

48) Name three people who might complete this? Probably orgmates. Or ewan. *shrug*

49) What were you doing 12 AM last night? I was Ragnarok-ing. :D

50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? Fun mag-roll sa bed. :))

Goodmorning!

2009-02-28T05:29:00.000+08:00

---Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!---
---Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!---
---Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!------Goodmorning!---

GOODMORNING!

Yun lang. Haha.

Parang ang happy ko today. Pag-gising ko kanina, I had this urge to do some song and dance number kasi feel ko super happy ko. I don't know why. :))

Basta. Something feels very different about today. XD

Ang weird kaya. Kasi normally, pag nagising ako before 11am, usually ang gagawin ko lang is sleep again. HAHA. Pero today it was different. When I woke up nung around 8am, what I did was roll back and forth sa bed ko while making funny, lazy sounds. LOL. Tapos I sat up then checked my cellphone, read the messages, then fell back sa bed. Funkehy. :)) Tapos I started mumbling weird stuff. Haha. TOTALLY weird. Walang sense, actually. Basta I was making sounds. Then I stood up, turned off my electric fan, got my towel, then left my room, in one move! Lol. Basta. Di ko ma-explain. Then nung nandun ako sa stairs, I shouted "Goodmorning Mameh!" Hahaha. Tapos I was parang dancing. LOL.

Okay, weird talaga ng day na 'to. I'm feeling strangely happy today. Haha. What's really weird is, wala naman akong maisip na reason for me to be this happy. Haha. Actually feeling ko nga last night lalagnatin ako eh. So inexpect ko na I'll be cranky today. But noooo, happy ako! Weird. Ang happy ko. :)) Okay, redundant much? Okay lang, fun maging redundant. Parang si Mojo Jojo. Shucks, I miss Mojo Jojo. HAHA. Okayyy.

Ay. Random lang. I'm liking the word Funky. Weird. Haha. You can spell it as Funkeh, Funkehy, or Funky. Pero I personally prefer the first two. Haha. Wala lang. Don't you think "Funkeh" sounds.... funkehy? HAHA.

Funny. Ayun. :))

Hello pala sa mga friends ko. :D Group hug! >:D< Or not. Ewan. Lol.

Okaaay. I'm sort of kinda' freaking myself out na. Haha. Pero okay lang. I like weirdness. I thrive sa weirdness. (shit, what's wrong with you chuck? seriously, "thrive"? kelan mo pa nalaman yan?) HAHAHAHA.

I should stop making side-comments sa sarili ko. Weird yun eh. Ay wait. Haha. I won't stop nalang. Fun pala yun. HAHA.

ANYWAY. I've to go na. My sister is hitting me na with a pillow. Turn nya pa kasi dapat sa laptop eh, umepal lang ako. Haha. Pero before I go...

FUNKEH MORNING, people!

Okay, natatawa ako.

2009-02-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

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I'm used to people saying na ang lame kasi I read my horoscope. Haha. Eh bakit ba, fun eh! Lol.

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Feb 28, 2009

The Bottom Line

You're feeling the urge to socialize, and it is a great day to expand your network.

In Detail

The more people you can get connected to right now, the better -- for your career life as well as your love life! And it just so happens that today is a terrific day to expand your network. You're feeling the urge to socialize, and the opportunities to meet interesting people are going to be plentiful. People will be quite receptive to your charming ice breakers -- especially if you use a little bit of flattery. Make someone feel good about themselves, and they'll feel good about you.

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Ayan. Haha.

Uy o, love life daw! Okay Chuck, SOCIALIZE! Hahaha.

quickie [58]

2009-02-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

It's been a while. :D (Feb 16 yung last ko! Can you believe that? Haha.)
Funny yung Pick-U.P. lines. :))
This week is just.. weird. Haha.
13 more schooldays! (excluding mondays. XD)
So many things to do, so little time. :|
Three words: Build, Earn, Learn.
I think you're incredibly sexy.
My eyes hurt. My head (sa taas! rar) hurts. (at least yun lang)
Yay, Feb is finally over! Summer, here I come!
Hungry. :(
Just now, nakita ko yung stat nung isa kong contact sa Y!m. It says "Let go and be happy". Haha. If it were that easy, eh di sana konti nalang ang single ngayon. Lol.

Yay~

2009-02-26T12:56:00.000+08:00

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---happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy---
---happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy------happy---

Major moodswing.

Happy na ako. Yehey~ I don't think I ever wanna see me mad again. Lol.

And and and, before anything else...

>:D< Thank you Patice! Haha.

Ang bait ni Patice. Kasi I was early sa math kanina (or was extremely late sa cw10. lol), so I sat lang dun sa bench outside Patice's classroom. Tapos when they got dismissed na, she gave me a bar ng KitKat! She was gonna eat it daw eh, kaso she saw me and remembered my post yesterday (yung angsty one), so she saved the last bar nalang and gave it to me. Sweet no?

Thanks ulit Patice! :D Haha. Remember our goal ah. Haha.

Ayun.

Uhm, natutuwa ako. Kasi even though I'm antisocial (or a sociopath, as Majo said. haha), and I don't have much (close) friends, the few ones I have are great naman. :D I love you guys. >:D<

Okay, from angsty to mushy. Great. Haha.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Yun lang. Haha. Uhm, I'm happy to have great friends. :D

Tapos tapos tapos. Yun. HAHAHA. Okay, vague. Lol. I wanna eat tuloy. Natuwa ako masyado eh. Hahaha.

Speaking of food, I don't like the "no meat" rule. :( Pork is love! :( Lol. Pero pwede daw today. Pero tomorrow (every Friday yata...?) bawal. Pero basta. Gawd. I want pork talaga. Haha. Pigfest! Lol.

BTW. 3 weeks of school left! Shiiiiiiiit! :)) Ang bilis matapos ng sem. Fun. Haha.

To you.

2009-02-25T16:58:00.000+08:00

---for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you---
---for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you---
---for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you------for you---

You know who you are.

Why?

Geez.

I don't know why.

You left me hanging.

Hindi ko alam.

2009-02-25T16:54:00.000+08:00

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---i don't know------i don't know------i don't know------i don't know------i don't know---
---i don't know------i don't know------i don't know------i don't know------i don't know---

Hindi ko talaga alam eh.

Fuming

2009-02-25T16:39:00.000+08:00

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{warning. this post is full of anger. and yes, there will be cuss words. seriously, if you don't wanna hear what I'm like when I'm mad, stop reading.]

PUTANGINA.

Geez. I am just, abso-fucking-lutely pissed off right now. Naka-kunot yung noo ko as I'm typing this. Seriously.

PUTANGINA.

Naiinis talaga ako. Today is just NOT my day. Gawd.

Naiinis ako sayo dahil ewan ko sayo. Whatever talaga.
I'm pissed din sa sarili ko kasi I don't know why the fuck I'm letting you affect me this way. I mean, there's nothing between us naman. Gawd.

I'm pissed off at the people at home. Nakakainis kasi. Never talaga ako naging tama dito sa bahay. Geez. Tapos everyone at home ignores me pa. Tapos magagalit sila pag naiinis nako or nagagalit or napipikon. Eh putangina, nakakainis eh. Grabe. Sino naman hindi magagalit dun. Tapos ang mga kapatid ko, tangina, inconsiderate kung inconsiderate. Nakakainis. I mean, parang ako lang yung may concern sa kanila or whatever. They don't even listen. Puta talaga. PUTANGINA.

PUTANGINA.

GAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWD.

F talaga. FUCK.

*breathe*

I wanna relax but I can't fuckin' relax. Nakakainis.

Pucha talaga. Gawd.

Nakakainis!

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*sigh*

There's nothing I can do I guess. I'll just go bang my head sa wall nalang ulit. Puta talaga. Gawd. Frustrating day. I hate this day SO MUCH.

Ugh.

[pero uh, at least hindi totally bad yung araw ko. thanks to: Jun, Camsy, and JR for the billiards session, poker session, mcdo katips session, lahat ng session. whatever. yun. Thanks din to Majo and kay (new friend) MP for the fun lunch. thanks.]

Gaaaaaaaaaaawd. I'm doing deep breathing exercises na to relax me pero it's no use talaga. I'm just totally pissed eh. Fuck.

*sigh*

Sabi nila

2009-02-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

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Sabi nila, "People come and go". (actually I remember saying this to Patice... then natawa nalang kami. haha.)

Hay.

Why can't people just stay and not go? :|

Oh well.

Medyo nalulungkot ako for ****. Hindi man lang sila nag-2 months. Well, almost 2 months yun. like, 1 month and 30 days. :|

Tapos nalulungkot din ako dahil kay *****. Ewan. Iba na eh. :|

Sino pa ba?

Si *****, nalulungkot din ako dahil sa kanya. Nakakatawa kasi ako eh.

Haha.

Bakit ba puro lungkot?

Natatawa ako kay ******. Hahahaha. Wala, nakakatawa siya eh. :))

Natatawa ako sa sarili ko! Kasi eh, kalokohan ang post na 'to.

:|

Conchita Moments

2009-02-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

Survey. Secrets daw.

2009-02-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

I got this from Erwin. XD

40 secrets about you Be honest no matter what.

[one] who was your last 4 texts from?

- Sig, Thala, Eds, and Thala.

[two] where was your display picture taken?

- Gerry's Grill sa Eastwood. :D

[three] who is your love one?

- (grammar check) loved one? ehh. Haha.

[four] your current relationship status?

- Single. And oh so (not) ready to mingle.

[five] does your crush like you back?

- ...sino sa kanila? :)) OO yata. :))

[six] what is your current mood?

- sleepy. it's 1:43 am.

[seven] what's your mom's middle name?

- caballero

[eight] what color shirt are you wearing?

- uhm, skin. Haha.

[nine] are you horny?
- LOL. :)) Nope. (and maniwala... mabait!)

[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, would you?

- ...maybe not. XD

[eleven] where was the last place out of town, that you went to?

- Uhm. Zambales? XD

[twelve] ever had a near death experience?

- Uhm, nope, don't think so.

[thirteen] something you do a lot?

- procrastinate. lol.

[fourteen]who's your best friend at the moment?

- aj, jr, carol.

[fifteen] who can you tell anything to?

- my bestfriends. :D

[sixteen] name someone with the same birthday as you?

- Lindsay Lohan. Kaya siguro ako bitch. :))

[seventeen] when was the last time you cried?

- Dunno eh. Haha. It's been a while.

[sixteen] where are you right now?

- in front of the computer at home. :D

[nineteen] if you could have one super power what would it be?

- controlling time and space. Hiro style! Yatta!

[twenty] what's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?

- eyes. :D It's always the eyes. XD

[twenty-one] who is your favorite celebrity?

- Uhhh, me? :)) Ewan eh. Siguro The Brangelina Couple. Haha.

[twenty-two] what is a theory that you believe?
- Uhhh. Wala? :))

[twenty-three] favorite colour?

- Blue. and Orange. :D

[twenty-four] what is one thing that annoys you on tv?

- GMA. Lol. The network ah. Wala lang. Total cheapness. Ugh. Oh, and news na puro depressing lang.

[twenty-five] do you still like kiddy movies?

- Yeah.

[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment?

- ...air.

[twenty-seven] do you speak any other language?

- Well there's English, then a little bit of Japanese. XD

[twenty-eight] what's your favorite smell?

- The smell of my bed. :D

[twenty-nine] describe your life in one word?

- mess.

[thirty] have any tattoos?

- nope.

[thirty-one] what are you looking forward to the most?

- fontana trip. :D (sana matuloy)

[thirty-two] what are you thinking about right now?

- the fontana trip. haha.

[thirty-three] what should you be doing?

- sleeping and/or studying. (sleep and study, tama yan chuck. haha.)

[thirty-four] who was the last person that made you upset/angry?

- slightly upset lang. si renz. yung sa text kanina. rawr.

[thirty-five] what are you listening to?

- the whirring of the electric fan's blades. tama ba yung gamit ko na word? :))

[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?

- what yard?

[thirty-seven] what colour are your nails?

- uh, colorless?

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around the person you like?

- Nope, not really. Well minsan. Ewan. :))

[thirty-nine] what is your natural hair colour?

- Black.

[forty] why did you cry the last time you did?

- I was probably emo'ing. Iunno. Don't really remember. Don't want to either. XD

...funny. hindi naman talaga siya secrets. haha.

Woah

2009-02-23T17:39:00.000+08:00

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Woooah.

IIRC, March 24 ang last day of classes namin.

Woooah.

That's like, a month nalang from now! Sh************t.

*sigh* Time passes by really fast, no? Wow. Well, sabagay. The 2nd sem is short naman talaga.

Okay! Since last stretch na naman 'to, I'll try to be a good student na! LOL. ('kay, natawa ako when I said that. haha.) Pero seriously, I'll try to be a better student ngayon. XD

Plus plus plus, I need to save money pala. I need to have at least 3k by the end of March, kasi we're going somewhere. Haha. So that means less Tekken for me ngayong March. Sayang, 2nd dan na ang Ling and Alisa ko. Haha. ANYway.

Ayun. Uhm, so for this March, Chuck will:

Be a better student (sana kahit hindi na March this'll hold true parin)
Save money!
Work out (ang skinny ko na ulit ng super! lol. maraming tatawa dito. >:P BLEH!)

Ayun. Haha. I've been quiet recently, no? Did you guys notice din? :))

Wala lang. I'm feeling weird talaga. :|

Ayun. I wanna pig out. I need to get flabs. LOL.

Yun lang. Goodnight.

:D

Boom. Random.

2009-02-22T03:32:00.000+08:00

Di Na Mababawi

2009-02-19T18:31:00.000+08:00

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Song ni Carol for me. Ang sabi niya ito daw yung song ni ***** for me. :| Sad. :(

Di Na Mababawi - SpongeCola Music Code

Di Na Mababawi
by SpongeCola

Ngayo’y aking inuunawang pilit
Mga pagkukulang kong iyong ginigiit
Sana’y malaman mo na tanging ikaw lamang
Ang aking iniintindi

Nakatanim pa sa’king ala-ala
Pangako mong mananatili ka
Kaya’t paglisan mo’y naiwan ang pusong ito
Na ngayo’y bitin na bitin

Chorus:

‘Di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit
Sa mga salitang binitiwan mo
Hindi ba’t ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda
At siyang unang umiwas
Bakit nga ba ako ‘yong pinaasa?

Nasa aking guniguni malamig mong tinig
Kasabay ng hanging na dumarampi
Na para bang ika’y nariyan sa aking paligid
Tahimik na nagmamasid

*Repeat Chorus

Nahulog na’ng mga ulap, buwan at araw, mga bituwin
Ang ginugol na panaho’y na saan? (panaho’y na saan)
‘Di ba’t sayang naman? (Di ba’t sayang naman)
Giliw yeah yeah yeah yeah

Ngunit di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit
Sa mga salitang binitiwan mo
Hindi ba’t ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda
At siyang unang umiwas
Bakit nga ba ako ‘yong pinaasa?
Bakit nga ba ako ‘yong pinaasa?

....tuck.

2009-02-19T04:48:00.000+08:00

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[warning]
This post contains expletives.

FUCK! (ayan hindi censored)

Ang tanga ko.

Workshop namin today sa CW10.

I woke up 8:30am. I said "Shit, di nako aabot. Math nalang papasukan ko."

Now it's 10am. Nagtext si JR.

....

TANGINA 10am nga pala class ko hindi 8:30! Tang-inaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Bobo lang. No workshop for me talaga. Gawd.

I swear I'm not myself lately. I'm lazier and bobo-er than usual. See? I could've said dumber but I said bobo-er. Ang bobo talaga.

Gawd. What's up with me? Someone please pull me back to reality.

Fanboy

2009-02-19T04:22:00.000+08:00

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Turns out, fanboy pala ako ng Simple Plan. :))

I'd Do Anything
by Simple Plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

It's been a while since I did this

2009-02-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

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I guess I was "tagged" by Pat. Haha.

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Chuck
2. A four Letter Word: HAHA. Cork! :))
3. A boy's Name: Craig
4. A girl's Name: Ceres
5. An occupation: Cook
6. A color: Uhmmmm.... Crayons. :)) Tanga Chuck, tanga! :)) Uhm, Cerulean! Oha oha! *dugo*
7. Something you wear: Chaps. HAHA. Cowboy!
8. A food: (uhm, wrong grammar? haha.) Cookie!
9. Something found in the bathroom: HAHA. Sa bathroom naman talaga kasi mahahanap yun. Haha. Uhm... Crap. HAHA! Diba?
10. A place: Cairo. Ohaaaa!
11. A reason for being late: CRAMMING! HAHAHA.
12. Something you shout: Chicken! Haha. Oi ha, I shout that talaga!
13. A movie title: Child's Play. Shiiiit. :|
14. Something you drink: HAHAHA. Okay, bakit puro nalang ganun? :)) Uhm, COLA!
15. A musical group: Coldplay. :D
16. An animal: Crow!
17. A street name: Calderon St. Meron nyan sa UST, if I remember correctly. :D
18. A type of car: Chevrolet! Haha. Or convertible. Whatever. Pwede rin ba yung Cuba? HAHA.
19. A song title: Completely (by Christian Bautista)
20. A verb: Clap! Oha! :))

I miss answering these things.

Rawr. I don't know.

2009-02-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

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Recently, extra lazy ako. Haha. I sometimes find myself just staring into nothing. :| Weird.

Hrmmm.

No more sore throat. :) Happy. ^__^

I haven't been eating much recently. :| Wala talaga akong appetite. Grabe. Recently talaga, super I'm not myself. Ewan. *sigh* I wish I knew what was wrong.

I'm enjoying my new table. :D I wanna hug it. Haha. I want to give my (our) entire room a makeover. I change the walls from white to... uhm, green? :)) Wag blue, I'll fall asleep palagi. Haha. Gusto ko ng Green walls! Or Orange! Or Violet! Ohyeah. Neon yan dapat. Haha. Then dapat may blacklight din ako. Para fun. Haha. Okay, weird. :))

Funny kanina. Me and my two sisters were being retarded again. :)) Ermingard told us (conchita and I) to put our fingers on our imaginary pockets then try to bite our right ear. We actually did it. Funny. Hahaha. We knew that we'd look insanely stupid, but we did it anyway. Haha. Then Conchita and I were laughing for like, 3 or so minutes. We don't even remember why. Haha. Don't worry, we do that talaga. Haha. We're known for laughing without reason. Haha. Fun kaya, try mo.

It's Thursday na tomorrow! One of the three days I'm looking forward to. XD Yay~ Carol, I'll see you sa UST tomorrow! :D

Hrmm. Friday. Supposedly, I'll be going out with Geog 1 people, pero I don't think I can go. :| I've something pala on that day. XD

SATURDAY. The day I'm looking forward to the most. I wanna watch a movie na. I miss the smell of popcorn. Haha. Parang hindi pwedeng mag-popcorn pag hindi nag-movie diba? Haha. Besides, it's not like I'm a fan of popcorn or anything. :)) Funny stupid me. Lol.

....I'm anxious.

I still haven't finished my reflection paper on Love. I don't think I want to write it. I'm feeling... bitter. :))

I was talking to myself kanina. Wala lang. Not like I don't normally do that. Haha. I like the conversation I had with myself kanina. It was very unproductive and emotional. I hate it when the person I talk to cries. Nakaka-guilty. Feeling ko it's my fault kung bakit siya umiiyak. :| I don't like it when people I care about cry. My enemies, let them cry. Pero not my friends, not the people I hold dear. Even if they don't give shit about me, I don't care. Basta I don't like to see them crying. Or hear. Or even just know they're crying. Basta. No crying.

Nope. Not for them. No crying for them.

My eyes are dry. I hate it. Someone please hurt me really bad and make me cry. Kaso I don't think that's possible eh. My heart's numb na. Nobody can possibly hurt me now. Except physically. But if you do that, I'll kick you in yer face.

....okay. This post is suddenly starting to become emo. I don't like emo. Emo people throw bricks and stones and bottles. And their fashion sense is just... terrible. Ugh. *puke*

Anyway. Tekken'ed earlier today at Trinoma. Fun. There was this Heihachi I fought who kept doing the charge thing. Since I hated that move, I'd always make him eat my feet (uf+3+4). Lol. Funny. I wanted to shout "Eat feet, bitch!", kaso the guy I was playing against was big. He might punch me eh. Me no like punchies. :))

Uhm, I'm sucky na ulit sa Tekken. I hate it.

Did you notice that for so many times in this blog, I said the word "hate"? I hate it. Parang napaka-angst-y (is it even legal to have more than one hyphen in just one word?) ko tuloy. Hindi naman ako emo punk dude na fanboy ng Simple Plan to have this much angst. Plus, it's not like I'm much of a teen pa. Sure, I'm still 19, but heck, I feel like I'm 20 na rin eh. I don't think I'm a teen anymore. I don't feel it. I don't have any right to have this much angst in me. I just don't.

...I like the word angst. Wala lang. Funny na ewan. I like how it's spelled din.

I miss being creative.
I miss being nice.
I miss being friendly. Ay wait, I never was pala.
I miss being...

Yun. I miss being yun. Shit. F you. Gawd. I don't even know who I'm saying that to. Probably the guy I was having the emotional conversation with. Iunno. Screw the bastard. I don't care.

OKAY! This blog went from stupid and crazy to emo to tekken then back to emo.

Chuck, stop being emo. If you wanna be emo, get yourself some eyeliner first.

Funny. Kanina I was nasa may Katipunan. Uhm, actually hindi ko alam kung anong road na yun. According to the sign, it was C.P Garcia. Pero this CP Garcia isn't the one going to Math. Basta this was the road where you'll find UPIS. I think it's CP Garcia nga. Anyway. I was crossing over (ano ako, ghost?) from the UPIS side to the UP side, tapos while I was in the middle of the road, I was daydreaming na I was run over by a huge truck and then nobody noticed. Yun lang.

Okay, all that shizz for more emo-ness.

OKAY CHUCK. What is up with you? Stop the emo shit or else I'll replace your wardrobe with insanely ugly skinny jeans and stupid statement shirts. AND I'll make sure they're all in Black. And I'll make sure they're either too big or too small for you. Now shush.

....

Okay, I can't shut up. My fingers won't stop typing. Gawd. Possessed hands much. Sana iba nalang gawin ng hands ko eh. Yung sasaya pa ako. Sana yun nalang. Sana magtimpla nalang ng Milo yung hands ko. I'm craving for some Milo right now. I miss Milo. I wonder if someone misses me too. Okay, emo!

I love sweet stuff. Sana may sweet din towards me. Ako sweet naman ako as a friend eh, according to Patice. Haha. >:D< I miss you Patice. Let's go eat sometime ha? Don't be busy for me. HAHA.

I've lots to do but I've no motivation. Or whatever. I don't wanna do anything. I just wanna lie down and stare at whatever. Stare at you. I miss just staring at you. Then you'll have that grin on your face which instantly makes me.... hot. So hot that I melt. Your smile (and eyes) make me melt. *sigh*

I should just stop typing. I don't like being emo. Emo people are ugly and uncivilized. Well, most of them. :| Stupid JJ's. Die.

Yun lang.

-end of angsty post-

It's been a while since I did this

2009-02-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

16. An animal: Crow!
17. A street name: Calderon St. Meron nyan sa UST, if I remember correctly. :D
18. A type of car: Chevrolet! Haha. Or convertible. Whatever. Pwede rin ba yung Cuba? HAHA.
19. A song title: Completely (by Christian Bautista)
20. A verb: Clap! Oha! :))

I miss answering these things.

Study table

2009-02-17T17:30:00.000+08:00

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I've a new study table! And it's not just a table, it's a TABLE! Gawd, ang laki. :)) It's like, twice the size of my old table. Plus, it has lotsa drawers! Ang concern ko lang now is that I don't have anything to put sa drawers. :)) So I'll hafta buy stuff pa to put in my drawers. Hahaha. Wala lang. I just wanted to share. :D

...nakaka-pressure tuloy mag-study. :)) Okay! I'll try studying more na ngayon! Hahaha. May curse kasi sa room ko eh. For every 5 minutes you're there, there's a chance na you'll fall asleep bigla. Hahahahaha.

(epal lang: FUCK! MAY IPIS NA LUMILIPAD!)

Hrmmm. I need to motivation. XD

Me love you long time [14]

2009-02-17T04:16:00.000+08:00

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I'll try to not think muna today. Sakit sa ulo. Ayoko sa sakit sa ulo. Masakit yun eh. Haha.

I've a Socio 10 paper due today and I still haven't started writing it. Haha. Madali lang naman yun. Reflection paper. Topic? Sociology of Love.

...

Bitch din minsan yung prof namin eh. HAHA. Joke lang. Buti nga nagbigay siya ng guide questions eh:

Describe your ideal romantic partner.
Define love by giving an analogy.
What do you think are the pre-requisites for a lasting relationship?

OKAY! Haha.

Kailangan na mawala yung sore throat ko. Please lang. My chocolates are waiting for me. :|

AY! I forgot to thank someone pala nung 13th. Ang bad ko. :| Anyway, dito nalang. PATICE! Thanks so much for giving me your heart.....-shaped chocolate lollipop. Haha. >:D< Hindi ko pa siya nakakain though kasi nga may sore throat ako. o_o

Hrmmm. I missed my bed. Sarap matulog sa bed ko. Marami pang ibang bagay na masarap gawin dun, like take a nap, study (then fall asleep), read (then fall asleep)... The list goes on. Hahahahaha.

Ang fun minsan ng nonsense. Pero minsan it's annoying. :|

I WANNA BAKE BROWNIES!

Omg! I remember, I just had this really weird dream. :|

[disclaimer. the entire next paragraph is just about my dream. it may be boring or it may be funny or it may be disturbing. you may skip if you wish. you have been warned.]

I was with my Lola daw sa may market, tapos I asked her what her favorite fruit was. She said something like "Siling Kamatis" (now what the fuck is that? now I'm making up fruits na rin? haha), then I said bili kami nun. So ayun. We walked around sa market looking for her favorite fruit, tapos we saw this dog getting executed. The dog was being held down by some guys, tapos may bamboo na nakapatong sa may head nya, then they hammered it, tapos boom! Nag-crack yung skull nung dog and there was blood all over the place. (HAHA. Okay, so wala namang blood all over the place, pero it would've been cool though.) My lola and I figured na the dog probably caused trouble sa market kaya pinatay siya. Ayun. We walked past them lang, tapos not too far from them, we saw a HUGE dog, along with several other dogs, mauling another dog. Thing was, we needed to get to the other side pa, past the dog mob. So kami nung lola ko, we were afraid na the dogs might chase us or whatever, kaya we took a path na medyo malayo sa dogs. We walked beside this like, huge bonfire, kaso parang may cage enclosing it (weird no?). Anyway, nung nandun kami sa may tapat nung cage, we noticed na the people were running away. Kami nung lola ko, we were surprised pa and wanted to see what was happening. Turns out, the dog mob dispersed and the HUGE (yes, kailangan all caps talaga yan) dog was running towards our direction! We were kinda' frozen in place, I wanted to run kaso I can't leave my lola behind, eh she can't run. So I stayed there with her. Tapos the HUGE dog stopped sa may front namin, kaso it wasn't facing us. Parang it was looking at the other dogs pa. Pero it was like, within a kick's range ko. And the dog was really mad. Haha. Super nervous kami ng Lola ko kasi it might attack us eh. Then biglang dumating yung guys na nag-execute dun sa isang dog, tapos biglang (magically), they a rope tied around na sa dog. Kaso uhm, nakakagalaw parin naman yung dog, and it could still attack us. I told my lola to slowly walk behind the dog catcher people, then....

Ayun. Dad woke me up. Ano ba yan. Fun na nung dream ko eh. :))

Hrmmm. Ako, I'm hungry. I want siling kamatis. HAHA. Whatever!

Anyway. I'mma eat muna breakfast. Then type my paper. Haha. Yung lang.

Goodmorning people. :D

quickie [57]

2009-02-16T05:02:00.000+08:00

Magic Song amp. Benta ni Ruffa.
Family day yesterday. Ay wait, di pala ako kasama. So hindi siya family day. XD
ws 2~3+4, 1,2,1,3+4 ---> perhaps alisa's coolest juggle. haha. hirap ng timing though. :|
Sore throat. :|
Magtetekken ako later! Yehey! :))
Namimiss ko talaga si M. Hahaha. Andaming possible answer, pero isa lang yung tama. Haha. At hindi ko na ilalagay yung number of letters para hindi mahulaan. :)) Basta eto ang sure: Makikita ko siya this week! Yay! :D
I <3 my Lola. She spoils me. :D Haha.

Today I will have a smile on my face. NO MATTER WHAT.

Haha. Excited nako. XD

Late night randomnity.

2009-02-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

---random------random------random------random------random------random------random------random---
---random------random------random------random------random------random------random------random---
---random------random------random------random------random------random------random------random---

Or early morning? Haha.

So kamusta naman na 2am na? Tama yan Chuck, magpuyat ka pa. Gagaling ka talaga nyan.

Nafu-frustrate ako sa Tatay ko. :| Baka hindi ako matuloy sa lakad ko tomorrow. :( Eh nagpaalam na naman ako sa kanya ehhh. :(

Wala nakong fever (or at least bumaba na siya to the point na medyo ignorable na), I think, pero may sore throat parin. :|

I think I'll like this week. Makakapag-release ako ng stress. Thursday, Friday, and Saturday are the three days I'm looking forward to as of now. Sana madagdagan pa. XD Haha.

Stupid talaga. Bakit ba connected ang ears sa throat? Badtrip. Ayan tuloy. Whenever sumasakit yung throat ko, masakit din yung ears ko. :| I hate it.

Hrmmm. I haven't played Tekken in a while. I wanna play na talaga. I miss Alisa. :)) Feel ko, hindi nako marunong maglaro. Haha. Who wants to play Tekken with me? Dali dali dali! I wanna use my Alisa naaaaaaaaaaa.

Ang lamig. I don't know if it's because I'm still somewhat sick or talagang malamig lang.

Tonight, I still don't sleep in my bed. :| Andito pa sila tito eh. So I'll be sleeping sa couch ulit. XD I hope tomorrow morning I don't feel weird na. :))

Have I said how much I hate sore throat? :|

My phone's at 1% battery nalang. Haha. Di ko mahanap yung charger ko. Or tinatamad akong hanapin. :))

Hrmmm. Ano ba mga pending stuff ko na kailangan gawin? Let's see...

CW 10 poem
Read Socio 10 readings for our report
Study for my exam (na hindi ko talaga matandaan kung anong subject. I'm guessing Math 'to. Haha.)
Write my reflection paper for Socio 10 (on Sociology of Love. NAKS!)
Get well. Lol.

Aja Chuck! Kaya mo yan! Wuhoooooooooo!

Crush ko si ano, at si ano, at si ano. Haha. Pero ultimate crush ko si ano. :)) Okay, mag-feeling na ang gusto mag-feeling. Haha.

GRABE ang nangyari sa Loverage kagabi. I hate the JJ population talaga. GAWD! I mean, tama ba naman na mang-bato ng rocks and ng bottles? Sheesh. Tapos sinira pa yung fences ng fairgrounds! Attending the UP fair is a PRIVILEGE, you assholes. Umayos kayo! Tae. Dapat talaga kasi, selected people lang ang bentahan ng fair tickets eh. Rar. Tapos medyo may mali rin naman, kasi umabot daw sa 17k yung tickets na nabenta. Ganun karami yung ineexpect nila pumunta pero maliit lang naman yung venue. Magkakagulo talaga. Gawd. Nafu-frustrate talaga ako. Tsss. Buti nalang hindi ako pumunta kagabi. If I went there, baka nang-away ako or whatever. Bitch pa naman ako. Gawd.

....

Breathe Chuck, breathe!

Hrmmm. I'm tired na rin. I think I'll go na to bed. XD

Goodnight people.

Chill. :D

Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T12:51:00.000+08:00

---Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday---
---Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday---
---Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday------Vday---

I'm tired. Haha.

I slept kagabi ng 2am na. So yeah, 24 hours akong gising. Tapos I was sick pa ah. Tama yan Chuck, magpuyat ka kahit may lagnat ka. :))

Anyway, I slept dun sa bagong couch namin. Well, technically, hindi siya bago, kasi 2nd hand yun, pero bagong bili lang namin eh. Ayun. I slept there kasi yung dalawang tito ko, dun natulog sa kwarto namin ni Kuya. Ayoko naman dun sa room nila Dad kasi Aircon dun, eh may lagnat nga ako, kamusta namang giginawin ako dun masyado. So I slept nalang dun sa bagong (second hand) couch. Haha.

Anyway. Uhm, super duper bigat ng katawan ko. I woke up mga 9am yata yun, pero parang hindi ko magalaw yung katawan ko. So I slept ulit. Around 11am, I woke up ulit. Ang weird ng feeling ko. SUPER. Parang iba na yung katawan ko. Okay, weirdness 'to. Okay?

When I woke up, ewan, I was partially asleep pa yata. Kasi kung anu-ano yung iniisip ko. :)) (warning: autism na talaga 'to) Uhm, how do I explain it ba. Basta parang feeling ko nasa future ako. :)) Sorry na ha, I was half-asleep na ewan! :)) Basta I made up a story sa utak ko, like, kunyari I was nasa future tapos I was some sort of robot thing na. :)) Na parang there were lots of different countries na and all that shiz. Tapos may war na nangyayari, tapos I was a key figure sa war, tapos parang robot nga ako. I could actually feel it nga eh. :)) Parang may iba-ibang layer yung katawan ko. :)) So anyway, I got up na, then I went downstairs.

Pagdating ko dun, I headed straight dun sa couch, then slept ulit. :)) I kept waking up every hour, tapos talagang ganun parin yung feeling ko. Ewan. Super convinced ako na there was something different about my body. (actually, meron talaga. super bigat ng katawan ko) Ayun. Basta several times I tried getting up, pero hindi ko kaya. Uhm, then around 4pm, nagising ulit ako, tapos ayun, I was able to get up na. I was feeling somewhat better na eh. Although nanigas yung bones ko kasi nga antagal ko nakahiga. Haha.

Ayun. Wala lang. :)) Weirdness much. And and and, though hindi nyo naman kelangan malaman, hindi pako naliligo. I stink na damnit. HAHA. Okayyyy. :))

My body hurts. :|

Ay teka. Valentine's Day nga pala! :)) I was too focused on my weirdness dream na nakalimutan kong V-day nga pala. XD Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! Haha.

Single Awareness Day amp. :))

Hrmmmm. Wala lang. :D

Happy parin ako kahit SAD today. Hahaha. Wengk.

I need a hug. :|

quickie [56]

2009-02-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

Fever. :|
Hungry!
I wanna UP fair talaga. Kaso wala na. :( Loser. :(
Sore throat.
....Single Awareness Day!
I can feel it na. I won't be poverty mode na! OMG Tekken I miss you! :))
I realized kanina na it's been a while pala since I last had greasy fastfood. I want! Haha.
Funny mo. :D

So, hao wuz yer Fwiday duh Thurteenth?

2009-02-13T18:43:00.000+08:00

---Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009---
---Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009---
---Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009------Feb 13, 2009---

So, how was your Friday the 13th?

I was super excited nung morning kasi nga Friday the 13th. For those who haven't been reading my recent blogs, you might not now na I like Friday the 13th, kasi most of the time, I get really lucky, or something peculiar happens. XD So ayun nga. I was super wondering what was gonna happen today. Nag-eexpect talaga ako. :))

Anyway, today's a really long day.

(and I'm going to describe pretty much everything. warning lang. haha. medyo boring to sa ibang part pero ewan. haha. I'm just keeping a record of my day. XD)

Everything started around 2-3am. I woke up really friggin' early kasi I had to study pa for my EEE 31 exam. Tapos early rin kasi yung exam ko eh, kaya I woke up really early na, para hindi ako ma-late sa exam. XD So ayun. Bladi-blah-di-blah. I studied hanggang like, 4:30 am, then I got ready for school na. I left the house around 6am-ish (oo, matagal talaga ako mag-prepare for school eh. haha.) then got to UP around 6:50-ish.

Dapat didiretso nako sa EEE to study for my exam, kaso Kuya asked me a favor eh. He asked me to bring a bouquet of flowers to the ZS tambayan for his girl. I think. HAHA. Anyway, I was at the ZS tambayan na ng 7am, and guess what: WALANG TAO! Super pissed off ako kay kuya because of that. Tinatawagan ko siya sa cellphone pero di sinasagot. Basta. From like 80+ na load, naging 20+ nalang siya. Kulit kasi eh. :| I called pa sa landline. Rawr. Ayun. Ang pinagawa nya sakin? He told me to leave the flowers lang dun sa table. Gawd. Rawr.

So anyway, ayun. Mga 7:10 nako umalis dun, then I headed na to EEE. I got there ng 7:20-ish, barely any time left for me to study. Pero ayun. I studied parin with the other 31 people there. Nagpapanic kami actually, kasi talagang kulang kami sa aral. We super wanted to take the exam nalang ng 8:30am, kaso sabi nila you have to take the exam sa time na sinulat mo sa attendance sheet last week. (absent kasi ako both meetings last week eh. haha.) So anyway.

7:30 came, so we went na to VLC. When we got there, nandun si Sir Solis, then sabi nya samin, masyado marami na daw yung nag-eexam, so he asked us if it was okay with us to take the exam nalang ng 8:30. I wanted to shout "DUH!", kaso baka magalit eh. Haha. Anyway, short story shorter, we took the exam nalang ng 8:30. We studied lang mula 7:30am to 8:30. Tapos ayun. Exam time!

Uhm, I have to be honest, medyo confident ako sa exam. I felt na I studied enough for the problem solving part. Though may ilang lecture na hindi ko nabasa at all, I felt kaya ko parin. Haha. So yun.

*1 hour passed*

I was all o_o after the exam. Haha. Nakakainis, kasi I know naman what to do, I mean, yung formulas and all that shizz, kaso I didn't know how to effin' apply them dun sa given problems. Haha. Tapos yung multiply choice was okay. Uhm, meron ding part na True or False, tapos super benta yung isang question:

GSM stands for Galing Sa Magnanakaw

I wanted to LOL kaso wala lang. Bawal mag-ingay eh. :)) Ang funny. HAHA. Ayun.

Anyway, after ng exam, I headed na to AS lobby to meet up with JR and Majo kasi we were having lunch together. So I met with them na, tapos we were deciding pa on where to eat. Yung top picks namin were Rodic's and Lutong Bahay. Actually, yung lutong bahay, si JR talaga yung may gusto nun kasi he wanted to watch TV daw. LOL. Ruffa and Ai kasi yung palabas. :)) Funny.

So we checked LB first. We figured na if we ate there, hindi rin kami makaka-nood ng TV, so we went to Rodic's na. We were able to get seats naman sa Rodic's so we ate there na. JR and I had Tapsilog, tapos Majo had Longanisa. (nainis pako na ewan kasi I asked for my eggs to be scrambled, eh sunny side up yun. :|) Anyway, kwentuhan galore kami. Haha. Aroun 11:30-ish, we left Rodic's na. We took the Toki jeep and Majo got off sa may Main Lib, tapos kami ni JR, straight na to Math.

We got sa Math mga 11:50 na. We were late. Pero okay lang. Haha. Uhm, ayun. Math passed by. JR was totally sabog the entire time. :)) Natulog lang siya. Then he even went outside to continue his sleeping dun sa may seats sa may stairs. :)) After Math, we went straight to AS na.

I had Geog 1 ng 1pm, tapos si JR, he didn't have any class until 2:30. So ayun. Uhm, we tambay-ed nalang sa CASAA, then we texted Patice and told her to come there. Uhm, when she got there, it was around 1:15pm na, and I said I had to go to class. Kaso sabi nila mag-cut na daw ako, so I did. :)) Ayun. We stayed there hanggang 2:15, then we left na kasi JR and Patice both had exams sa next class nila. Ayun. Hinatid ko sila to the Toki sakayan sa may NISMED, then I took the Ikot jeep papuntang Alumni Center, kasi I had to get the cupcakes from Barbie.

Ayun. When I got to the Bowling Center na, I got the cupcakes I ordered from Barbie, then hung around for a while, then left.

I took the Ikot jeep ulit, then bumaba ako somewhere to give the cupcakes to the person I intended to give them to. :)) Labo. Super funny nga eh. Sabi pa nya nung una, "I don't like surprises talaga, I'll get pissed off", pero nung nagkita kami and I gave na the cupcakes, hindi naman siya mukhang angry. :)) Funny mo. Promise. You liked the cupcakes naman eh! :))

Ayun. After that, I walked na papunta sa University Ave to take the Pantranco jeep to the MRT which I took to get to Ayala station where I took the Fort Bus to Market!Market!

It was around 4pm when I got there. Tapos I did nothing but shout "Goodafternoon/evening Ma'am/Sir!" Haha. I was Mr. Salesperson dun. Ayun. Haggard. I was there 'til 10pm. And there was NO SITTING ALLOWED! Gawd. Super my back was hurting and I felt sabaw na kasi I was sleepy na rin. Haha.

Actually, nung night na, nilagnat ako eh. Hanggang ngayon actually I have a fever, pero dahil ako'y isang pinoy, sa puso't diwa, here I am, blogging in my favorite language ever: Taglish.

Okay, sabaw? :))

Ayun. Hectic nung day ko. Gawd. Haha. Pero fun.

So what was the weird thing na nangyari today? Well, uhm, wala. :)) Siguro yung being allowed to take the exam ng 8:30 na yung best thing na nangyari today. Haha. Whatever Chuck, ang loser! :)) Pero Iunno. Uhm, happy parin today kasi wala lang. Cupcakes~ :"> HAHA. Wala. Ang funny talaga nun. :))

Ayun. Uhm, the roses! Haha. I had 8 roses kanina actually, wala lang yung isang extra, epal lang. Haha. Anyway, here's the order I gave out the roses. (not saying who got them though. haha. actually, you can tell naman yung sa iba eh, kasi I mentioned who I was with)

Nung nasa AS steps.
Nung nasa Math.
Nung nasa Casaa.
Nung nasa AS corridor, sa even side.
Nung nasa abangan ng jeep infront of FC.
Nung nasa may ASCAL.
Nung nasa may sakayan ng Toki.
Yung 8th, hiningi ni JR. May pagbibigyan daw siya eh. XD

Ayun. :)) That's how my Friday the 13th went. XD

Friday the 13th

2009-02-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

---awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo---
---awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo---
---awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo------awoooo---

So diba nga sabi ko, pag Friday the 13th, usually swerte ako? Or at least something peculiar happens? Well, ewan ko lang ah, pero my horoscope is kinda' fishy. :))

The Bottom Line

Communication is vital today -- say what you need to say to that certain someone.

In Detail

Communication is vital for you today -- whether it's via emails, voice mails, text messaging, or good old-fashioned face-to-face conversations. You need to tell people things and you need to learn things from others, and this is the day for a couple of great exchanges. Start the conversations you need to start with a compliment and you'll start things off on the right foot! If the topic involves emotions, you need to be in charge -- and make sure you are not on the defensive.

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Ewan. Hrmm. I wonder who that "certain someone" is. Haha.

Wala lang. Rawr. Hindi ko alam eh. Haha.

...:|

Okay, back to studying. XD

Tsismosa.

2009-02-12T16:48:00.000+08:00

---tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!---
---tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!---
---tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!------tsismosa!---

Si Ermingard ay tsismosa. :))

Tama ba namang tanungin ako kung crush ko si *toooot*. HAHA.

Eto clue.

*o*****.

HAHA.

Me love you long time [13]

2009-02-12T13:17:00.000+08:00

---conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita---
---conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita---
---conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita------conchita---

So diba nga nag-aaral ako for my EEE 31 exam? Ako yung gumagamit ng laftaf, tapos si Ermingard yung gumagamit ng Desktop. So si Conchita ay naiwan na bored and all that shiz. At kung anu-ano yung kinukwento/ sinasabi nya. So ayun. Nag-usap kami.

(note. hindi exact yung conversation. basta ganyan yung flow nun. kahit mukha akong dyos, tao lang ako, at may limit rin ang memory ko. sorry po.)

Conchita: Kuya, may nag-iinvite sakin sa prom.
Chuck: (medyo umeepal ang pagiging over-protective kuya) Hrmm. Ah talaga? Taga saan? (nahahaluan rin ang emotions ko ng pagkagulat. hindi ko inexpect na may mag-iinvite sa kapatid ko sa prom. HAHA)
Conchita: Uhm, taga La Salle. (I winced when I heard the school, but I held my feelings back)
Chuck: Ah. Pano ka nagkaro'n ng kakilala na La Salle? (I winced again. I can't bear to say the name of that school talaga. LOL. Okay, enough of the commenting.)
Conchita: Uhm, pinsan ng classmate ko.
Chuck: Tapos binenta ka ng classmate mo? Bait nya ah. (kala ko may nanliligaw. ahahaha. imposible kasi yung Chuck)

Silence.

Conchita: Sabi ko nga wala akong dress at transpo eh. Pero sabi nya sagot nya na daw yung dress and transpo and everything pag sure na.
Chuck: Haha. Eh nakita mo na ba? Baka pangit yan ah. Pag panget, wag na. Pag gwapo, sige sumama ka na. Tapos pag pauwi na kayo, sabihin mo, "Ay wait, kailangan ko ibili ng pasalubong yung kuya ko." Haha!
Conchita: Gago!

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Hahaha. Kasabawan.

Turns out, may nagkaka-interes sa kapatid ko maliban kay JR. HAHA. JR, stay away from my sister, okay? Ang perv mo. HAHA.

And and and. Super nagulat ako dyan. Kasi first time ko marinig si Conchita na sabihin ang word na "gago". Ayan, lumalabas na ang tunay na kulay nya. Yellow. Parang hepa. Yellow birds! Wuhooo!

Wala lang. Geog camp mania. I miss Mango Camp. Comfy nung bed ko. Sana pala inuwi ko yung bed ko. :| Haha.

Hrmm. Nag-aaral nako for EEE31. I have to read (and study and understand) lectures 9, 10, 11, 11a, 12, 15, and the lectures on Circuits and Signals. Rawr. Tapos ko na ang lectures 9 to 11. I have to finish 11a and the others later. Rawr.

Papasa ako ng EEE31! Wuhooo~ Haha.

Nakakainis. Wala kasi kaming course outline, so hindi ko alam alin ba talaga lahat ng dapat aralin. :| Tapos ang ewan kasi eh, may kahalo na 33 and 107 slides sa UVLE namin. Haha. Yung sa 33, naiintindihan ko pa, kasi sinama talaga ni Sir Solis yung ibang lessons ng 33, pero yung 107? GAWD. Ang taas na masyado. *dugo* Though AM/FM waves lang naman yun laman nun (lang daw oh, LANG!), ewan. Parang *dugo* parin eh. Haha.

Look! Up in the sky! It's... the moon! Haha.

I cooked Sinigang na Pork (Yes, hindi sinigang na baboy. Sosyal yan.) for dinner. Kulang sa asim. :-s (nagreklamo pa ako eh no, eh ako nga yung nagluto eh)

on TV Patrol : Broken heart syndrome, nakukuha ng mga pusong sawi.

...ANO DAW!? Hahahaha.

Ang weird/ annoying. Mula kahapon, three people na yung weird na nagtext sakin. I don't know where they got my number, pero ewan. Rawr. Yung isa, nagtatanong about my ex. Yung isa, nakuha daw yung name and number ko sa isang piece of paper somewhere. Yung isa... disturbing. Haha. Anyway, wala. Nakakainis lang. Haha. Ayun, nagpaka-bitch ako. XD

Friday the 13th na tomorrow~ Haha. Na-excite eh no? Lol. Eh kasi eh, pag Friday the 13th usually sinuswerte ako. (At for sure magco-comment dito si JR. haha) Anong swerte kaya makukuha ko tomorrow....? Hrmm. Ayoko umasa. :-s

Chuck, you have to live healthy. What you're doing isn't healthy. Stop it na, okay? Rawr.

Ay ay ay! ZOMG. Kaya ko pala ang isang araw without spending masyado. Haha. Sa [insert amount here] php na baon ko,may 100php ako na natitira! Kaya ko pala yun. Haha. Bahay <--> School lang ako recently eh. Ang... weird. Haha. Baka ganun na gawin ko ngayon. Nothing to do naman eh. Tekken, uhm, next time na yun. XD (ZOMG, hindi pwede yan!)

I wanna Tekken! Bukas, I shall Tekken. Or not. :| Ewan. Haha. I wanna Tekken eh. May bagong na-discover kay Alisa eh. Kasi she has this launcher, d+3+4, na mahirap gawin yung follow-up. The old juggle was d+3+4, iws+1,2, f+1, b+2,1 b!. Ang problem dyan, yung iws+1,2 MEGA STRICT yung timing, tapos inconsistent pa, tapos iws isn't that easy to do (for me. lol. nahihirapan ako eh!) . Pero ngayon, may nadiscover sila na new juggle. It's d+3+4, db+3, ws+1,2, b+2,1 b! This one should be MUCH easier. Haven't tried it myself though. XD Ang fun gamitin ni Alisa. She's going to be my secondary character na.

So yung characters na ginagamit ko na ngayon is:

Xiaoyu (main, 2nd dan)
Alisa (secondary)
Asuka (1st dan)
Nina (1st dan)
Lili
Leo

Tapos yung ibang character na marunong ako nung basics, sila Anna, Julia, Wang, Zafina. XD Ayan. I plan to learn how to use all the girl characters (actually si Christie nalang yung kulang. Haha.) Tapos either Miguel and/or Bob. And probably Wang and/or Ganryu.

Hrmm. Ayun. Enough Tekken talk. XD Nade-depress lang ako eh. Wala kasi akong money to play. :( Shiiit, poverty mode. Haha. Nung Geog Camp pa ako poverty mode eh. Pero ang lakas ng loob ko manlibre nung "bonding" moment namin. HAHA.

If you haven't figured out yet, yung "tipid mode" ko this week na bahay - school lang is not voluntary. No choice ako kasi wala akong money. HAHA. Gawd. Hindi nga ako kumain kanina with JR and Mich eh kasi I didn't want to spend. Haha.

Uhm, kung ako tipid mode, my mom naman is splurging. :)) She bought a new sofa set! Coolness! Haha. Ang ganda, promise. And malaki. Lahat tayo mahilig sa malaki. HAHA. Pwede nako mag-sponsor ng overnight/ intercourse ng 07 sometime. Haha. Wait nyo lang. Bibili pako ng Absolut. Pag may nabili nako, sugod na kayo dito. Haha.

Back to poverty mode. Uhm, shiiit, hindi ako makakapunta ng fair. :( Badtrip talaga. :( I wanna go to the fair! Lalo na yung Loverage 3! And not just because dun kasama yung org namin ah. Nandun kasi yung Bamboo ehhhh! I want Bamboo! Rawr. Tapos lots pa of my friends are going tomorrow. :( Badtriiiip. Hay. I have work kasi eh. Oh well. At least I have money na after. Yay!

Anyway. I should go eat dinner na. Lol. I've lots to study pa after. :( I'll sleep early nalang then wake up early so I can study tapos hindi rin ako mala-late for class. Haha. Ohyeah!

(I'm so having a drink next week!)

quickie [55]

2009-02-12T10:38:00.000+08:00

I want chocolates. =P~
Speaking of chocolates, there's this Chocolate Buffet on Feb 20. I'm SO going. Haha.
Chuck is going to study today for his EEE 31 exam (which he must pass) tomorrow.
Chuck must start living healthy.
Funny thing. The FX I rode on the way to school was the same FX I rode pauwi. :))
7 (lucky) girls will receive a rose from me tomorrow. :D Haha. Issue! :))

Tumatakbo

2009-02-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

---soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip---
---soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip---
---soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip------soundtrip---

This song is dedicated to my good friend JR. HAHA.

Tumatakbo
by Mojofly

Laging bigo laging sawi sa pag ibig
Minamalas o kay sakit
May balat nga ba ako sa pwet
Mabuti pa ang tindera sa aming kanto
Nakakaingit TL ang sweet nila ng
Kaniyang nobyo
Gusto ko lang maranasan umibig
Tamaan ni kupido
Gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit
Tumibok muli ang puso ko

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho
parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras

May birthday cake ka nga
Ngunit wala naman kandila
May christmas tree na malupet
Wala naman dekorasyong pansabit
Sadyang ganyan ang aking buhay
Walang kasing tamlay
Ayoko sanang tumandang nagiisa

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho
parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras
Tumatakbo ang oras

Tatanggapin na lang ba ang malupit
Na tadhana o kayay
Tatanggapin na lang ba na akoy
Sadyang hindi pinagpala
Tigilan na ang drama
Punasan na ang luha

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho
parang kahapon
Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako
Ng panahon
Di na nagbago bawat araw pare pareho
parang kahapon

Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako
Tumatakbo, tumatakbo,
Tumatakbo naiiwan na ako

Beautiful in My Eyes

2009-02-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

Beautiful In My Eyes
by Joshua Kadison

You’re my peace of mind in this crazy world.
You’re everything I’ve tried to find, your love is a pearl.
You’re my Mona Lisa, you’re my rainbow skies,
and my only prayer is that you realize
you’ll always be beautiful in my eyes.

The world will turn and the seasons will change,
and all the lessons we will learn will be beautiful and strange.
We’ll have our fill of tears, our share of sighs.
My only prayer is that you realize
you’ll always be beautiful in my eyes.

You will always be, beautiful in my eyes.
And the passing years will show
that you will always grow ever more beautiful in my eyes.

When there are lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles,
and when the time comes to embrace for one long last while,
we can laugh about how time really flies.
We won’t say goodbye ’cause true love never dies.
You’ll always be beautiful in my eyes.

You will always be beautiful in my eyes.
And the passing years will show
that you will always grow ever more beautiful in my eyes.
The passing years will show that you will always grow
ever more beautiful in my eyes.

quickie [54]

2009-02-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

It's 1:45 am. I should be sleeping. Lol.
It's been a while since my last quickie. Tigang nako. LOL.
UP Fair. I can't go. Fuck. :(
Beautiful in My Eyes.

Beautiful In My Eyes - Christian Bautista Music Code
Multiply Auto Uploader is the answer to my problems. XD
It's funny. Andami kong binibili na pamigay for Valentines, pero... *sigh*
Chuck is not emo.
Lola's here! YAY! More yummy food for Chuck~ Patabaing baboy mode.
Fattening myself up so I can be consumed. LOL.
Did anybody notice the totally round and yellow moon? Look up to define Keso de Bola. XD

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2009-02-09T16:09:00.000+08:00

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Penumbral Lunar Eclipse tonight. Whatever that is. :))

Just one hug is enough to make me smile. XD

Hrmm. Fair week na! I'm not sure if I'm going though. :( No money kasi eh. Hay. I wanna go sa Friday, at least. Kahit sandali lang. Kaso nga, I don't have money, tapos I have to go to our store pa after class kasi it'll be busy on that day eh. I have to help. >_< Rawr. Then I'll be working ulit on Valentine's. *sigh*

Oh well. Okay lang siguro yun. XD

Hrmm. Epal lang. There's this blog na I find really... interesting. I don't know the guy personally, pero something about how the entry was written really appeals to me. Ewan. Basta this really got my attention. (Hint: I'm being a bitch as I write this paragraph). I wonder how many more entries he wrote in the same way he composed this entry? Haha. (to someone: Sorry. Haha. I really can't get over it eh. Haha. At least diba dito nalang ako nag-post?)

Anyway.

After a long time, I was finally able to taste the goodness of Adobong Pusit again! Haha. Wala lang, I super duper missed eating Adobong Pusit. Sarap kaya nun! Isa siguro yun sa favorite seafood-based dishes ko. Haha.

On the topic of food... Uhm, I haven't been eating a lot lately. Dunno why. :| Basta no appetite eh. Rawr.

EEE 31 exam on Friday! Shiiit, I have to study na. o_o I don't know shit sa 31. HAHA. Okay Chuck, magtatagal ka sa iEEE nyan. :))

Everyone's talking about Slumdog Millionaire. I've read na rin several reviews about it, and it seems nice nga. Uhm pahiram naman ng DVD dyan o, please? Anyone? :D

Crush ko si *e****e at si *o***a from Geog 1. HAHA. Okay, wala lang. :)) Yung nauna, uhm, cute eh. Haha. Well pareho naman silang cute. :)) Pero super I get turned on sa fashion sense nung unang girl. Haha. Yung second naman, uhm, super innocent kasi ng look. Actually, super innocent din talaga siya. Haha. Pero gawd, pag nasa-ATV siya, she's so hot! :)) Tapos nung dun kami sa Obstacle Course, wow! I love a palaban girl. HAHA. Okayyy, enough of this! :)) Bawal mag-react! :))

I don't like it when people under-estimate me. I hate it talaga, super. I'm a very proud (even mayabang) guy. When I say I can do something, I CAN do it. I don't like it pag sinasabihan ako otherwise, or at least nai-imply yun. For example, kunyari I'm drunk. Ako naman when I'm drunk, I get wild, pero I can manage myself. Like when I say na I can get back to my room on my own, I can. Ayoko talaga na people will insist pa na they'll take me to my room. Rawr. I appreciate the concern, pero when I say I can, I really can, okay? Pikon pa naman ako, and I get even worse pag drunk. Haha. So yeah. Yun. :))

I want a time machine! Wala lang. Uhm, I probably won't go sa past. Ayoko na rin naman ibahin yung past ko eh. Sure, I did lots of stuff na I really regret, pero so what? Okay na yun. It turned me into who I am eh...

...

Okay whatever. I am SO going back to the past and I'm definitely changing a lot of stuff. Haha. As if naman may time machine eh diba? Lol.

Pero ewan. Parang.. Iunno. Kasi if I change the past, will I still meet the people I met na? *sigh* Stupid Time-Space continuum shit. I hate Physics!

Okay. May mga bagay pala na pwedeng matutunan from me. :)) Gawd. Yung ibang friends ko from UPm, they're now making locking the doors sa taxi a habit. Haha. Tapos tapos they also don't call na the housemaids as "katulong". They now call them "kasambahay". Haha. Kasi dati nagreareact talaga ako when they call them the former eh. Kasi parang ang derogatory masyado. Haha. Or maybe that's just me. XD

Oooh. Derogatory. HAHA. Ano daw?

I'm playing Ragnarok nanaman. Haha. I stopped for a month or so, pero now I'm back! Haha. Guys, play bpRO! Fun dun. Haha.

Ang daming mosquito! Kainis. Argh.

I hate my dry skin. Ugh. Kainis talaga. Rawr.

Uhmm. Ubos na ang thoughts ko for today. XD Next time na ulit. Haha.

G'nyt world. :D

Laughtrip

2009-02-09T09:09:00.000+08:00

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---natatawa ako------natatawa ako------natatawa ako------natatawa ako------natatawa ako---

HAHAHAHA.

Natawa lang ako bigla.

Di ko talaga alam kung bakit. :))

Basta nagttype ako,

then naalala ko yung tungkol sa lunar eclipse later

tapos

ayun.

Haha. I started laughing bigla. :))

Di ko alam bakit.

Basta natatawa ako. :))

Yun lang. Haha. Share ko lang. XD

Guess who'll never be back.

Guess who's back

2009-02-09T05:44:00.000+08:00

---back again------back again------back again------back again------back again------back again---
---back again------back again------back again------back again------back again------back again---
---back again------back again------back again------back again------back again------back again---

I'm back from Geog camp, and I just have to say, SUPER DUPER FUN. :)) Go team Yellow Bird! Wuhooooooo~! Hahaha.

February 7, 2009

0600 hours - Assembly at the AS steps. It was raining pa (or I think it rained na) that time. Wet yung floor. Tapos super naaliw pako kasi may fog! Haha.

0630 hours - Boarding the bus! Yellow team (my team) boarded bus # 1. Siyempre diba, we're number one eh. :)) Haha. We shared the bus din pala with some members of the blue team, kasi two buses lang. Haha. We have bus # 1, then the green team sa bus # 2, then yung blue team, distributed sa two buses. Haha. Nasa bus rin pala namin si Sir Jayson! XD

0700 hours - Departure time! We had to wait pa for the people who came late eh. XD Uhm, ayun. Start na nung journey~ Haha. Ang katabi ko sa seat was Zarah. *kaway* Ayun. We watched Kung Fu Hustle. Funny. :)) To Zambales~!

0830 hours - Stopover! We stopped sa Double Happiness. Bought food and whatever. Uh, medyo natagalan kami kasi we waited pa for the other bus, nasiraan daw sila eh. XD Ayun. Haha.

0930 hours - The journey continues! We leave for Zambales! Ay ay ay, nadaanan nga pala namin ang Narnia. :)) Ang funny. Lol. There was this area sa may Zambales which was SO cool. May bridge na mahaba then sa ilalim it was like a desert. Kaso white yung sad. So sosyal tayo. White sand desert. :)) Whaaaaaaaaat? :))

1200 hours - Arrival! OH YEAH! When we got to Mango Camp, we had lunch na (for those who were planning on eating lunch) then went to our rooms. I was assigned sa Heritage number 2, along with like, 27 other guys. :)) Andami namin sa room. May loft-ish area pa. Uh, ayun. Kasama namin yung ibang member ng green team, at mga 3 members ng blue team. XD Lahat ng green nasa taas. Yung blue, kasama namin sa first floor. XD

1330 hours - ACTIVITY: Map/Flag/Cheer making! Hahaha! Fun 'to.

For the map-making part, we had to go around the camp, tapos make a cognitive map of the place. *dugo* Haha. Actually, ang purpose nito was to help us for the next activity. Basta we had to find 10 flags (of different countries), tapos mark it dun sa map namin. XD

Sa Flag making, uhm, we had to make our team flag. Ayun. Our flag was like, a yellow mountain, tapos may giant sisiw (actually, canary daw 'to, di lang halata. haha.) Ayun. Haha. Funny.

Cheer making! Dito nag-ningning si Thala at si Thea. :)) Okay ang funny nung cheer nila. Energo-inspired talaga. :))

1400 hours - ACTIVITY : Around the World in 45 minutes. Now this activity defines HAGGARD. Haha. Anyway, ganito yung game. We're all given 1 clue muna. Then yung clues, they're riddles, tapos ang answer dun sa riddles, countries. Diba we saw 10 different flags? Yun yung answers dun sa riddles. Under each flag is a smaller version of that flag, tapos yun yung ibibigay namin kay sir pag alam na namin yung sagot sa riddle. Sounds fairly easy diba? I mean, find the answer, send someone to get the flag, then return. Okay diba? Well, here's the catch. We ALL have to move as one unit. May rope circle kami (or whatever. basta) tapos we all have to stay inside the circle as we go to the different flags. Super hirap nun. Haha. Andaming naiipit, mostly yung mga tao na nasa likod. Haha. Gawd. Basta ayun. We won this! Haha. Ang galing ng team namin eh. :))

1445 hours - Breaktime! Haha. Short break lang before our next activity. XD

1500 hours - ACTIVITY: Amazing Race! (hindi siya parang amazing race, kasi for one, hindi siya race. haha. trip lang nila tawaging ganun) Fun 'to! Haha. Uhm, there are a total of 8 (actually parang 7 lang) stations/activities. Tapos ayun, we just have to do our best in each station. No specific order din sa pag-gawa ng events. Basta we have to get the highest score in each activity para manalo. XD

ATV station - Get the most number of laps in 5 minutes. Two reps per team. I think yung representative namin dito was Monica and Dominique (tama ba spelling...? Haha.). Ayun.
Airsoft station - Target shooting lang siya. Representative namin was... Uhm, I don't remember much. :)) Si Misaki yata eh, then there's his other guy pa. XD Don't remember, sorry. o_o
Basketball station - Free throw shooting. Get the most baskets in 3 minutes. Representative namin was si kuya Raymund, yung oldest guy sa class. (kailangan binabanggit na oldest siya? haha.)
Paintball station - Target shooting parin. XD Representative namin dito was si Sig and uhm... another guy. Shucks, I don't remember talaga kung sino yung dito. XD
Wall climbing station - Get to the top as fast as you can. XD Representatives : Kiko and Thea. Grabe si Kiko! Spiderman! Hahaha. Ang bilis eh. Wuhooo~
Pool station - DIving with the fishes. :)) You just have to get all the "fishes" underwater as fast as possible. XD May corresponding points din siya. XD Representatives namin were Paolo and Isabel.
Obstacle Course - Get through the obstacle in the shortest possible time! Representatives: 33 people! Haha. So basically, everyone in our class played except for Lysa (tama ba?) kasi she had an injury sa paa. >_< Ayun. Sa course, you start with the monkey bars, then yung tires, then may area na you have to roll/crawl under, then may wall na you have to climb, then yung last, there's like a net na gawa sa rope tapos you have to climb din. I can't explain masyado eh. Basta yun. Fastest team to finish dapat dito. XD
Rope course - Feeling ko, parang dapat kasama nalang rin 'to sa obstacle eh. XD Anyway, uhm, you have to get across the "chasm" (lol chasm!) using the rope. Uhm, pano ko ba i-eexplain. Basta may two lang na rope which goes across the chasm, tapos bale nakatapak ka dun sa isang rope, tapos nakahawak ka dun sa kabila. Nakakalula siya actually. Haha. Ayun. Fastest team to get across wins. XD

1800 hours - FREE TIME! Haha. We were allowed na to do whatever we wanted. We were all given stubs which entitled us to do the different activites. Hrmm. What did I do nung time na 'to? I think nag-airsoft lang ako. XD Then wall climb with Sig and Missy. XD

1930 hours - Dinnertime~ Roast chicken and Chopsuey for dinner! Dito na rin yung KTV challenge. Highest score on the Karaoke wins! Haha. Funny. :))

2100 hours - Preparation for presentation. We had to prepare a short presentation na ipapakita namin later. XD

2130 hours - Bonfire! We headed to the camp activity area for the bonfire. Uhm, nagkwento si sir ng scary stories about UP, then start nung presentation. Funny yung sa green team, kaso super haba. Grabe lang. And gasgas masyado yung pillowfight. :)) Ayun. We were the last group to perform, super mamamatay na yung bonfire nun. Hahaha. Tagal kasi nung green eh. Ayun. Uhm, super bright nung moon! We were getting most of our light na from the moon nung latter part. Creepy pero cool. XD

2200 hours - Freetime ulit! We were free to do ANYTHING we want na. Haha. Uhm, I went swimming with the other yellow birds lang. Haha. Joketime dun grabe! :)) Funny talaga. Haha. Hanggang 12am lang yung pool though, so we left mga quarter to 12. XD

February 8, 2009

0000 hours - "Bonding time!" Hahaha. Fun nito! Dito naging mas close ang Yellow Team. Haha. Kasama pa namin nito si Sir and yung ibang facilitator. XD

0200 hours - Lights out na. Daw. HAHA. Pumunta na kami sa may cottage area tapos dun nalang kami nagkwentuhan. Bawal na daw kasi magliwaliw eh. Haha.

0300 hours - Bedtime! Dahil mabait kami at ayaw namin mapagalitan, we went to bed na. Long day!

0600 hours - BREAKFAST! Ohyeah. I don't know why, pero talagang Yellow team ang unang dumating dun sa dining area. Lagi kaming gutom eh. Haha. Ayun. Tapa for breakfast! Ayun. Went to the camp area/ obstacle course with Jel and Ash afterwards. Wala lang. Nagpahangin. XD

0700 hours - Free time ulit! Haha. Paintball time! 8 vs 8 kami. Haha. I got hit dun sa unarmored part. OUCH much. Grabe. Nag-bruise nga yung spot eh. XD Pero okay lang. Haha. Ayun. Paimportante nga kami eh. Lahat nung iba nag-aassemble na, pero kami, go lang sa laro. HAHA.

0900 hours - BIIK TIME! Haha. Alam nyo yung biik catching na game? Uhm, dito, 2 players from each team was placed inside a sand pit with two piglets. Goal nung game? Catch the pigs! You get a point for holding the pig for at least 3 seconds. Pero siyempre, may catch! The players are blindfolded! Rar. Si kuya Sabik sa Biik though, he could see the piglets. Swear. I mean, imposible naman na he's that good na pagkabitaw nya dun sa piglet, alam nya kung saan pumunta diba? Grabe lang. When the referees adjusted his blindfold, wala na, di na siya nakakagalaw. BLEH!

0930 hours - Free time ulit. Haha. Wala nang events for the day, puro free time na! XD Uhm, We lined up for the ATV. FUN! Haha. Ako actually, I didn't ride the ATV. Ang sinakyan ko was the Buggy! Fun nun! Ang fast! Haha. And since 2 persons dapat yung nasa buggy, I was with Isabel. XD FUN nun grabe. Dust in our face much? :)) And and and potential pala ako na kaskaserong driver. :)) Nung natapos kami ni Isabel sa buggy, we were full of sand na! Haha. FUN!

1300 hours - LUNCHTIME! We had inihaw na baboy and pinakbet for lunch. Ayun. Syempre yellow team yung nasa unahan nung pila nung kukuha na ng food. HAHA. Pa-bida kami eh. At gutom. :))

1330 hours - Nagbigay na ng awards! Syempre una yung mga team awards for the points and all that. Tapos nagbigay ng individual awards. Tapos nagbigay ng kalokohan awards. And guess what, I got a kalokohan award! LOL. I got the "The Buzz" award. Haha. Kasi daw issue ako eh. HAHA. Ano daw?! :))

1400 hours - Preparation / clean-up. Getting ready to go~

1500 hours - Departure! Nauna yung isang bus (yung sinakyan namin) kasi yung isa sira pa. Ayun. I took the first trip. FUN. Haha. We watched Tanging Ina Niyong Lahat, where everyone fell asleep kasi the DVD kept hanging and all. Pirated kasi eh. :)) Nung nainis na kami, we watched nalang The Grudge 3. FUNNY! Hahaha. Then we watched Bold, er, I mean, Bolt (ahahaha) na after. Fun pala nun. Haha. Ayun. XD

1745 hours - Stopover! We passed by dun sa stopover along NLEX kasi Sig needed to go to the bathroom real bad. Haha. Ayun, we bought whatever stuff na rin. XD

1800 hours - We resumed our journey home! Haha. Super lapit na namiiiiiiiin. Excited. Haha.

1900 hours - We arrived sa UP! Most of them had their sundo na. So alis na agad sila. Ayun. Uhm, went home na agad when we got to UP. Tired eh. XD

2000 hours - Arrived home! OHYEAH! I kissed the floor nito. :)) Okay, so I didn't. Pero I wanted to. LOL.

2030 hours - Dinnertime! I had, uhm, Nilasing na Hipon! Yummy. XD Ayun. Haha.

2140 hours - BEDTIME! LOL. Ang aga! I got really tired ehhh, bakit ba! Rar. Haha.

....

Ang haba nung entry! Katamad itype yan ah. :)) Ayun. Had SO much fun sa Geog Camp. Haha. Tama yung horoscope ko nun. HAHA. Okayyy Chuck, whatever! :)) Ayun. Wala lang. It's good to be back. XD

Geog Camp

2009-02-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

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---geog camp------geog camp------geog camp------geog camp------geog camp------geog camp---
---geog camp------geog camp------geog camp------geog camp------geog camp------geog camp---

Yay! Geog camp! Time to go stargazing!

Hrmmmmm. Wala lang. Feel ko it's so early. :))

Uhm, I checked out my horoscope for today. Lol. Basta. Parang ang appropriate.

Cancer (Jun 22 - Jul 22)

The Bottom Line

You've got to keep your options open right now. It's time to be more spontaneous.

In Detail

You've got to keep your options open and be ready for anything right now -- even a quiet night in might turn into a crazy adventure if you open your mind wide enough to see an opportunity when it lands in your lap. Your social life is about to move from the back seat to the driver's seat, and if you let it, it can take you to some amazing places. It's time to be more game. Be up for a spontaneous outing with people -- even those you might not know very well.

Wala lang. I'm kinda' curious tuloy. Haha. I'm not exactly Mr. Congeniality kasi eh, kaya these campouts aren't really my thing. Shy type kasi ako. Hahaha. Hrmmmm.

Anyway. Gotta go get myself ready for the camp na. Call time ng 6am. o_o

I'll be out this weekend~

I like you na

2009-02-06T04:52:00.000+08:00

---I like you na------I like you na------I like you na------I like you na------I like you na---
---I like you na------I like you na------I like you na------I like you na------I like you na---
---I like you na------I like you na------I like you na------I like you na------I like you na---

Gusto na kita (I like you na, pag ni-translate to English. Haha)
6 Cycle Mind

Ilang oras na akong 'di makatulog
Paulit-ulit lang naman ang reklamo

Gusto lang kitang makalimutan
Gusto lang kitang makalimutan

Pa'no ba binabago ang ihip ng hangin
Kung saan ako sa yo'y di mababaliw
Bakit kung kailan gusto ko nang sumuko sayo
Lalo mo lang akong napapaikot

Chorus:
Gusto lang kitang makalimutan (2x)
Gusto na kitang makalimutan (2x)

malilimutan na kita forever..(2x)

Di ko na sisilipin ang friendster mo
Isasara ko na ang multiply ko
'Di ko na iintayin ang text mo
Wala nang sasagot, wala nang sasagot!!

Repeat Chorus

Ganyan ma-in-love , love, love...(4x)

.. gusto na kita...

...para kanino ba 'to? Haha.

Chuck is...

2009-02-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

---chuck is what?------chuck is what?------chuck is what?------chuck is what?---
---chuck is what?------chuck is what?------chuck is what?------chuck is what?---
---chuck is what?------chuck is what?------chuck is what?------chuck is what?---

Nocturnal

o_o I'm like an owl with my big eyes! Rawr! Pheeer meeeeee! Haha. Lately, I find myself staying up later than usual. :| NOT a good thing. Hrmm. I go hyper pa naman when I'm up late at night, tapos sleepy nako. Tsktsktsk. Haha.

Hungwy

I want food! I'm craving for donuts talaga. :| Ay ay ay! Masarap pala yung tinitinda nila ate maglalako sa UP na Biscocho (or however you spell it). Basta it's bread na may sugar and cheese.

Also human

Someone texted me kanina. Sabi nya, "Kala ko alam mo lahat, diba UPians are omniscient?" Or something like that. Basta he stated na omniscient ang mga isko (or UPians. haha.) So syempre, dahil bitch ako (at makapal ang mukha), ang reply ko sa kanya...

"Ano ba, tao rin kaya ako! Mukha lang akong dyos, pero tao parin ako."

HAHAHA.

And I therefore conclude na Chuck == Feelingero! (Uh, matagal na kasi given yun Chuck! Haha!)

Hating February

I don't like February talaga. :(

Can't we like, skip nalang this month, then double some other month nalang? Hay.

Confuzzled.

HINDI KO ALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM! *sigh*

Andaming stuff to think about. There's F, then there's A, then there's T, then there's S. (what does that spell? FATS! Hahaha.) Ugh. Bakit naman ang wrong timing nila. Ugh. Haha. I have to ano na kay ano, then si ano, kailangan ko anuhin, tapos si ano, sana mag-ano na siya, then si ano, sana wag na siyang ano. Haha. Okay! Anuhan nanaman!

Feeling lucky?

I wanna make taya sa Lotto! 99m php yung jackpot~ Haha. If I win, I'm buying a car kaagad. And a T6:BR machine. Then mananampal ako with money. I've always wanted to do that. Super bitchy. :))

Missing some...

...one. ones. Someones. :)) Madami sila eh! So I am missing someones. HAHA. Shiiit, bobo much? Haha.

...thing. things. Somethings. :)) Madami sila eh! So I am missing somethings. HAHA. Shiiit, bobo much? Haha.

(okay, dejavu much? Haha.)

Shweepy.

f,n,d,DF+4. SWEEP! Oye~ Goodluck naman diba, my hands are as slow as... uh, basta slow sila. :)) Hirap mag sweep. Pero kaya ko. Mahirap lang. XD Pag sa joystick yan ah! Pag sa controller, it's easy as pie eh.

...ay wait. I don't like pie. :|

Haha. No seriously, I'm awfully shweepy. :))

Excited

Dyog Kamp! Oye~ I wonder what's gonna happen... I wanna stargaze na! Oooooh. Lala. Ooohlala! :))

On poor mode!

Wala nakong money! :( Kaya ayan, I'm prolly not going to the fair. No moolah eh. :( And no more T6 for meeeeeee. T__T

Otome Kairo [Lime] - 7th kyu

Going to sleep

THANK GOD! Haha. Gawd. Super sleepy na talaga. Haha. Goodnight.

quickie [52]

2009-02-05T16:33:00.000+08:00

I'm weirder than usual lately. I think. *shrug*
I must study for EEE 31!
I passed my Math 54 midterms. Yay~ :))
Geog camp this weekend!
I'm confused.
Civilization IV.
Siomai House. I want siomai!
So far, wala pakong mahanap na reason to go to the UP Fair. Haha. Jologs na kung jologs.
Supernatural Season 4. :D
Otome Kairo [Lime]

How Could I?

2009-02-05T03:37:00.000+08:00

---how stupid of me------how stupid of me------how stupid of me------how stupid of me---
---how stupid of me------how stupid of me------how stupid of me------how stupid of me---
---how stupid of me------how stupid of me------how stupid of me------how stupid of me---

Gawd.

I just realized this morning how stupid I am.

Argh.

How could I ever think

that I could live

without you?

*bangs head on wall*

I need you.

I want you.

I can't live without you. :(

Shiiiiiit. Kailangan ko ng alcohol! T__T

Haha. :(( Huhu. :))

I'm losing it. :|

quickie [51]

2009-02-04T15:27:00.000+08:00

Quickies are fun. They are not, in any way, nakakasawa.
Not a good Tekken day. DM with Ran, and guess who got demoted. Clue? It's not him. :))
I found out something about YOU. Hrmmm.
Intercourse.
I'm still smiling. (somebody wanna take that smile away?)
Tonight, I binge!
No. More. Cash. :|

Summary of January 2009

2009-02-04T02:06:00.000+08:00

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Haha. Ginaya ko lang yung concept sa isang multiply contact. XD You know who you are. Salamat~ Haha.

Dapat gagawin ko 'to for 2008 eh, kaso andami kasi nun. Katamad. :))

Hello 2009 -- Primer entry for 2009
Happy New Year -- May hangover pa ng new year. :)) Cellphone mouse! :))
quickie [33] -- Pre-Star City with '07
Cookie! -- And that's how the cookie crumbles.
Zombie -- Craving for Zombie!
quickie [34] -- First day of school '09
quickie [35] -- Floating. Haha.
I shouldn't be doing this... -- BR Ling pics! Hooooot~
Me love you long time [6] -- Anuhan time. :))
Heavy -- Emo post. Haha. Eww. Do not open.
Me love you long time [7] -- Randomness
quickie [36] -- Captured by Christian Bautista!
goodmorning~ -- Pigfest mehn. :))
Me love you long time [8] -- Bobo-est day ever! :))
quickie [37] -- Roller coaster day.
quickie [38] -- 6 months. :D
quickie [39] -- January 14 is a weird day.
quickie [40] -- Feeling weird(er than normal)
quickie [41] -- Love Bug
quickie [42] -- Ling vs Kaz
Me love you long time [9] -- Master, Third Oblation, Say it again!
quickie [43] -- Nina Juggles
quickie [44] -- Friuli~ I am Mr. Happy!
quickie [45] -- Randomness much?
UP CRSRS issue -- Political post. Vote YES pako nito. XD
What Am I Doing? -- Post inuman post. Ha? Lol.
Anong body part... -- Ermingard + Conchita episode
Tekken 6: Bloodline Rebellion is HERE! -- FINALLY!
Why vote NO sa CRSRS? Read this. -- Political post. Eww. :)) Vote NO nako!
quickie [46] -- Gian Carlo Calderon loves Buttercup (the song!).
Sins. HAHA. -- Eh di ako na yung Bad influence. Haha.
quickie [47] -- Buti nalang magaling ako. :))
Me love you long time [10] -- Sabaw. Missing someone dorky.
What's up? -- Addict daw ako according to Barbie.
What...-- What am I talking about?
quickie [48] -- This is MY day!
Me love you long time [11] -- Chocolates~

:|

2009-02-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

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Cancer (Jun 22 - Jul 22)

Even if you want to be alone, break out of your shell and get out into the world.

Your reputation is something you should start taking more seriously. Don't worry -- it's not suffering right now, but it could use a polish. So even if you are dying to stick to yourself today, you need to break out of your shell and get out into the world. Show folks what you are made of, and what you can do. Being alone may bring you comfort right now, but being among people will bring you respect and a sense of pride in what you bring to the conversation.

Hrmm.

I love chocolates.

Me love you long time [[12]]

2009-02-03T18:15:00.000+08:00

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Ang cool o, parang GIF. (para dun sa mga hindi alam, GIF = greatest integer function)

Ay ay ay. Sino dyan ang hindi masakit ang ulo? Basahin mo 'to, and for sure, sasakit ang ulo mo. :)) Gawd. I only made it hanggang number 15. If I went any farther, I swear, I probably would've died. :)) Masakit na ang bangs ko, tulad ni Lorr. :))

SABER MARIONETTE J! Shiiiiit, super addicting talaga 'to. Haha. Lime is just sooo kawaii. Ang funny nya. And sobrang hyper. Reminds me of someone. (you know who you are). Haha. Too bad di nya mababasa ang post ko na 'to. :))

Hrmm. Had sinigang for dinner! Kaso it wasn't maasim kaya I didn't eat lots. o_o I like super maasim na sinigang! =P~ Gawd. Haha.

I had lunch pala with Majo kanina. First time ko mag-Mongolian! Haha. Kaso uh, masyadong spicy yung food. :)) Pero still. Masarap. ^__^ Haha.

Anyway, while eating, Majo and I were talking about ghost stories sa UP. Haha. Ang funny nung sa Benitez hall, yung painting daw dun na gumagalaw. :)) Funny siya pero scary din. Haha. Labo? XD Tapos she was saying din that the Aswang are real. It's a well known truth daw sa province nila. Uh, was that Aklan? Er, Capiz? I don't remember. :)) Uh, isn't Capiz in Aklan? Gawd, I suck sa Geog. :))

Speaking of Geog, Geog Camp na on Saturday~ Oh yeah! Haha. I can feel the outdoors na. XD Hrmmm. I'll tire myself out sa weekend. XD

A thought to ponder on:

It's not a good thing to run towards something just because you're running away from something else.

Hrmmm. *thinking*

The other night, I was crying. Haha. Okayyy, emo? :)) Wala. Kasi eh... Gawd. I hate February talaga. Haha. Love month kasi. Nagpapaka-senti ako. I miss na how it feels to have someone take care of you. XD Actually, may specific person pa akong naisip. Hrmmm. I just miss how that person took care of me. Yun lang yun. Never ko na-experience ulit yung kind ng affection na pinakita nya sakin. :-< Why do people (i.e, me) do stupid things?

Anyway, no more emo, no more tears. :)) Parang shampoo lang. Haha.

I have to be more matipid this week! Gawd, I swear. Haha. JR, I can't tambay na with you after class. Madalas ako mapagastos pag kasama ka eh. :)) Well actually, kahit naman ako lang magastos parin ako eh. :)) Eh still. Haha. Gawd.

I am Mr. Happy. Haha. I'll smile nalang. Haha. Akalain mo nga naman. Haha. Eh di kayo na. Magsama kayo. Hahaha. Hrmm. Buti nalang funny yung stat ni ano. Haha. Napapangiti parin ako. At buti nalang Lime is totally kawaii. XD

Ang aga pala ng class ko tomorrow. :| I'll sleep ng 12!

Ay! ACLE pala tomorrow. :D Hrmm. Di ako required mag-ACLE. Yehey~ There's this thing I have to attend to sa Ortigas though. :| Rawr. Smart casual! Er, ano ang smart casual? :))

Feb is the dumbest month ever.

I wanna eat chocolates. Kailangan ko ng happy hormones. Seriously.

I need a hug. :(

Hindi na pala ako si Mr. Happy. I can't keep it up na. Shiiiiiiiiiiit.

Okay. Time for my chocolates.

Another Conchita Episode

2009-02-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

....when your mouth is full."

Hahahaha. That's a lesson I never learned. :))

Nakakabobo na minsan, swear. :))

Buti nalang hindi nako pwede maging mas bobo pa. Hahaha.

quickie [50]

2009-02-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

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I just absolutely friggin' hate our computer. Kasi naman eh, it's so old na and all that, nagrereset siya bigla minsan. Gawd. I just super absolutely hate it when that happens and I'm in the middle of writing a blog entry and then hindi ko pa nasa-save! Gawd. Stupid computer. Gah. Ang dami ko nang na-type kanina eh, pero dahil nag-reset, I lost everything, and now I'm feeling terribly lazy na. I don't wanna retype all that. Gah.
Saber Marionette J! Lime, Cherry, and Bloodberry! If there's anyone out there na may dvd/ vcd nito, please, pa-burn/ pahiram! I want this anime talaga. Gawd.
I'mma pick up Alisa Boskonovitch na talaga. Yay~ :))
I need new contacts AND eyeglasses. :| My contacts are like, a year old na yata, eh dapat pinapalitan yun every 6 months. Tapos yung glasses ko, well, 4 years na sakin 'to. :)) 2nd year high school pako nito mehn!
I hate our computer. :|
Funny moment kanina! Haha. Kasi it was around 8pm-ish na, and I was getting hungry, so I decided to something to snack on sa Mr. Donut. So ayun. I started walking going to Mr. Donut, tapos on the way there, I was thinking "Shiiit. Ang takaw ko! I've been eating since kanina. Haha." So ayun. I was looking down lang sa floor while walking, and thinking, and I was touching my lower lip (something I do when thinking) lang. Then ayun. When I looked up, I was like "wtf? Where am I na?" HAHA. I walked past Mr. Donut na pala. Hahaha. Talk about distracted diba? :))
Pigfest '09!
I am grounding myself this week. No gastos for you Chuckie!
Malapit na ang Geog Camp~ I can't wait. Haha. I wanna go stargazing/ emofy myself. :))
Marami akong gusto sabihin.
1. Hindi ko alam kung ano na ang nangyayari. Haha. Actually di mo kasalanan. Kasalanan ko. Tinotopak ako ng pagiging selfish eh. :)) o_o At natatawa pa talaga ako diba? :))
2. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. :| Siguro namimiss lang talaga kita. Haha. At dahil nga kasi it's been 1 year. Hrmm. Yeah, yun lang yun. I just miss the good times. XD Hirap maging single. HAHA.
3. IKAW! And weird mo. Haha. Basta. Uh, okay lang naman talaga sakin yung situation. I shouldn't be too, uh, "clingy", rin naman talaga. Hrmm. Haha. Whatever Chuck. Whatever talaga. :)) Uhh, yeah.
Natutuwa ako. Napagkamalan akong minor today. 17 lang daw ako. HAHA. On the topic of age, SHIT. Malapit nako mag-20. Goodbye teenage-dom. :))
Don't you ever, EVER do that again, okay? Gawd. Kahit tapos na, I'm still worried. >_<

quickie [49]

2009-02-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

It's February na! Let the emo-ness begin! :))
I don't think I'm going to the UP fair this year. :|
Strike me down with lightning let me feel you in my veins
Fell asleep with my contacts on again. o_o
I want to cry. I haven't cried in a long time. Somebody please make me cry. >_<
3rd dan + Magical Wand. :)) HAHA! Xiao has the best item moves ever. :))
Uh, excuse me, could you like, get out? Reserved na yang area na yan eh. :|
HUNGRY. Pigfest '09 talaga.
Bakit ako, wala? :-<
Thank god for chocolates. *bite*
...menopausal ka! :))

nothing here. ^__^

...whine with me?

Chuck wants

quickie [68]

Sabi nga nung kaibigan ko...

Sexyback

I don't know what title to give this post. It's not happy, I'm not sure if it's sad. Yeah. Just plain sabaw. Sabaw. That's it. That's the title of this post. Sabaw.

3-day rule

Shalala~

quickie [67] (featuring 1234 - Plain White T's) lol

Dazed

iPatch

Shout!

Lonely No More

Before I Let You Go

It's a good thing

I just have to...

quickie [66]

Goodmornight.

Good Luck

Me love you long time [17]

quickie [65]

quickie [64]

Most hated line ever

More ranting

More ranting

I just wanna jump!

quickie [63]

Weird Dreams

Insecurity

Feeling Weirdly Weird.

Blurb

Since I'm bored...

Absolut

Me love you long time [16]

quickie [62]

Personality testshiz.

Summer!

quickie [61]

Memories

Sylvester

Me love you long time [15]

Top 3

Amnesia

Goodnight

Nakakatawa.

Hahahayyyy.

quickie [60]

Haha

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quickie [59]

Lol. This is sort of somewhat medyo kinda' emo ng konti yata. *shrug*

Wala lang. Emo-ness. Quotes. Whatver. Sabaw! Funkeh! Haha.

1st sem, SY 2009-2010

Chuck-ology

Goodmorning!

Okay, natatawa ako.

The Bottom Line

In Detail

quickie [58]

Yay~

To you.

Hindi ko alam.

Fuming

Sabi nila

Conchita Moments

Survey. Secrets daw.

Woah

Boom. Random.

Di Na Mababawi

....tuck.

Fanboy

It's been a while since I did this

Rawr. I don't know.

It's been a while since I did this

Study table

Me love you long time [14]

quickie [57]

Late night randomnity.

Valentine's Day

quickie [56]

Lol. This is sort of somewhat medyo kinda' emo ng konti yata. shrug